Is to hear You call me babygirl
To feel Your arms around me
To know I am all You need
To hear the phone ringing knowing it's You
To start and finish Our day together
To hear from You during my day because You miss me
To know I am enough for You
To feel Your love in every breath I take
The taste of Your lips
All I really need is...
YOU
This last year was a tough one. Relationships and friendships ending. Life changing directions by choice and sometimes not by choice. Sometimes we struggle with these changes. I've been fighting some realities for a while now but over the past few months, instead of fighting them, I'm working with them. If I can't change them, I'll make the best of them. I've welcomed some amazing people into my life who make my days brighter. I hope I do the same for them.
Hug those you love, be kind to those around you, and open your heart to the love and kindness you receive so you can give it back.
Lessons are never easy. I have made what I thought were online friends but in reality very few are more than a lesson.
I am usually all about keeping things positive but something was pointed out to me tonight that really caused a bout of depression. I think he was just saying something I should already have known, but being told certainly wasn't fun to hear. So here it is...I will at no point in my future be someone's first priority. When you are with someone in any kind of a relationship, their own family and or children will always come before you. I'll be honest in saying that is freaking depressing. It also seems to put my future into a different light. Hell, it causes interesting reflection on my past relationships too.
She finds an emptiness within herself
Feeling alone
Her needs surfacing
No one to tell her that it’s ok
No one to feed those needs
She needs her mind and body to rest
All she feels is restlessness
Kneeling while his leash is placed
Scratch marks down her back
Fingerprints around her throat
Bite marks upon her neck
She breathes the air he gives her
She feels the pain he provides
Kindred souls
Feeding their minds
Feeding their bodies
The Beast and His Dark Angel
As I lay my head down to sleep I am giving thanks to the wonderful friends I have from here who make such a positive difference in my daily life. You are each uniquely special and loved dearly.
~Candy~
Once again, I have had to update my profile. I didn't think I was going to have to go through this, yet...here I am again. Trying to update it without being wordy is not easy, but I wanted to give enough information so you can get to know me. At the very least, maybe make some new friends.
Have a great weekend everyone!
Soaring Free
Laying wide awake at 2 am
Wishing...
You were snuggled up behind me
Listening to Your even breaths
Feeling Your arm holding me close
Rolling over, staying within reach
To see Your beautiful face
Your expressions so relaxed without a care
Your arm naturally pulls me to You
i hear a content sigh coming from us both
Our legs tangled together
My time to absorb the love we share
Our hearts beating for each other
Such a bond we have
We put each other first
Our thoughts connected
Our lives are One
i will love You until the end of time
me and You, You and me, Us
My writings are always about the deep down need to take care of my future Dom, Daddy, Daidi.
Today i really need Him to take care of me. i am not feeling well on all fronts and what i need is for Him pull me into His arms and let me absorb all that i mean to Him. Lend to me all of Him to brighten my day and help me feel better.
Some days, i really need to be Daidi's little girl. Receiving His hugs and kisses and cuddles. Feeling our deep connection through the love we have built.
Other days, i need to be Daidi's little slut. Receiving His marks on my body and stings on my flesh. Feeling our deep connection between Dominate and submissive.
The relationship will always be an organic movement flowing between us. He will know my needs, and i will always know His. A connection building stronger with each moment together.
One day...