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1 month ago. Sun 19 May 2019 12:55:37 PM IDT

I've always had trouble expressing myself when love is the topic so bare with me.


To my queen 

    I'm not very good with the sappy stuff but I just want to say I'm so grateful and happy that you came into my life. With all our talks and video chats I have learned so much and I've grown whole again because you were there and having you by my side even if not physically at the moment have made rebuilding my life alot easier. You make my world alot brighter for you are my moon and stars that light my darkest night. I know we hit a few rough patches on our journey but I hope you won't give up on us. I know I will build my kingdom higher then ever before and I want to do it with you by my side. If this can not happen then I understand I cant take back the mistakes I've made and I'm sorry. I just hope you can see I now understand what true love is and i know I truly love my queen. These are the words of my heart. Will be a better man I know I will I hope you can believe that.


                                                 Love your king

1 month ago. Sat 18 May 2019 02:24:19 AM IDT

Hey folks today is just a rant. today I just need to let go of abit and show everyone abit of my dark side so bare with me. Today I just want to say fuck it whether it be social media or IRL. It's one of those days to just say fuck the world. I love my family my friends and my supporters but to everyone else I could give one shit less I've been holding in alot but today fuck it all I want is to burn everything down 

1 month ago. Mon 13 May 2019 11:27:56 AM IDT

I'm going to start by saying erotic books show a few incorrect points on D/s lifestyle but I'm sure everyone knows this. A dom does not need to be rich with six pack abs and a chiseled face or had a high paying job that is unreal. I'm not any of this I'm overweight making just enough to survive I'm a part timer working overnight at a grocery store but I digress. What makes a good dom is how you think and how you act. Experiences make the man. I've experienced more then some 3 times my age and I've achieved the same. Never let anyone tell you your not good enough it's just a matter of getting experience. Just wanted to go on a small rant. 

1 month ago. Tue 23 Apr 2019 02:07:21 PM IDT

Let's add another to the chronicle. Today let us questions ourselves there comes times me lose sight of why we chose this lifestyle and we ask ourselves why we are here, it's ok to have doubts sometimes it proves we have good insight and instincts. Just dont let doubt take hold to long and you forget who you are. If such a times comes it's ok to go back to square one and reconfirm your convictions. It doesn't make you a failure it just means you hit a wall and you need to build your strength to break that wall it happens to everyone we are all human full of mistakes and thoughts whether they be good or bad. Don't let anyone break you down and tell you what is possible for everything is possible if you have the will to try.

1 month ago. Sun 21 Apr 2019 11:05:59 AM IDT

Let's talk about what it is to be a dom or a master. I've heard it said that doms and master are being compared to superheroes to me that is false I'm no superhero,  I'm no legend, not immortal I'm blood and bone. I am the sum of my success and failures. I'm not a God I dont have all the answers I'm still learning. To be called a superhero is a falsehood there is nothing great about me I'm just a man with a strong voice you could even call me a monster I take no issue with the word with every victory you learn one lesson but with failure you can learn a thousand lessons. I am strong but even I can break and fall superheros save lives I have saved no one's life I've merely helped some find proper path 

2 months ago. Tue 16 Apr 2019 08:30:01 PM IDT

Well right after speaking of the mind I already feel its time to go beyond. So what is beyond the mind and this goes out to dom and sub kickers to vanilla. It's your instincts there is nothing stronger in your being. Always listen to them subs let them tell you if dom is honorable and true. In play use them to determine if it is safe or not. In a relationship your instincts will tell you if love is true. In life let them keep you on proper path. I say to the doms use them to determine your actions toward subs. the last few points I made to the subs consider those as well. Your instincts are your greatest assets do not  deny them they can save your life. But do not forget about caution and safety. Your instincts can tell you who to trust. When speaking and writing use your instincts and conviction to help words shine true and inspire. If any can tell me more ways your instincts help please share them.

2 months ago. Tue 16 Apr 2019 06:49:14 PM IDT

Today I get to the truth the true power of dominance. True power that submissives submit to it is not our voice or our hands nor our boys. It is the mind that causes submission. Hands deliver pleasure and punishment the voice gives praise and command the body protects but it is your mind that does it all it is the mind that moves hands and body to purpose and voice its meaning. The mark of true domination is bring submission with but a thought. It is a doms thoughts that make them quiver with anticipation and want for our very being. We are nothing without the proper mind so know your mind and you know yourself. Walk with thoughts clear to purpose.

2 months ago. Sun 14 Apr 2019 10:33:11 PM IDT

Wow how fast a week goes by but let's get back to business I want to talk about the rarity of true domination and submission. Since I've been here I've seen all manner of dom and sub, master and slave but one thing I would like to point out is that I've talked about the pretender doms. But today I want to swing that pendulum to the subs for a minute there are pretenders among the subs as well maybe they don't see it but let me just say it's ok to ask question there are no stupid questions when safety is concerned. I see alot people come into BDSM and they just want to play spice up the love life i get that it's ok to play and have fun just i ask that you do it safely keeping constant communication those are the key principles of this life. Doms if they are afraid to ask about a certain type of play do your research the last thing anyone wants is an injury to occur and they come in many forms. Love, respect and communication are easy to do and can save lives don't forget that. Lastly subs honor your doms and doms honor your submissives you both deserve it.

2 months ago. Sun 07 Apr 2019 06:23:52 PM IDT

Alright let's get back on topic. Today is for those in relationships or in a dynamic however you want put it. First I will address the submissives and slaves. Don't be afraid to question your dom or master every once and awhile no matter how long you've been together, know his mind and  heart feel the connection test it always to know its strong and when I say know his mind ask him of his darkest fantasies all he hides. Ask his heart how dark his desires can go watch him study him know him better then you know yourself it's easy to play in the light but it takes true love to even dance in the dark.

Now I address the Doms and Masters we all should question our submissives and slaves. We should know them as well as they should us, it is our duty and privilege to ask them how they feel about everything and we must open up to them bare our souls show them the darkness inside. For that is the true test of a relationship to see if she can accept every part of you as you accept every part of her never hide anything for that weakens the connection. Use your instincts well feel your submissives and slaves know her joy and know her fear protect and guide as you explore each other. 

Now I will address you together communication is key and dont be afraid to step into the unknown but make sure the dom has done his homework on any new kink you try safely us the golden rule. Always test your connections and if you find it lacking then try to strengthen it if you cant then sit down talk and accept that you may have to go your separate ways. Be kind to each other and live your passions.

2 months ago. Sat 06 Apr 2019 11:18:34 AM IDT

Alright I was going to keep this a topic but something is scratching in back of my brain something I can't figure out. So now I'm question the administration and before anyone thinks I'm picking a fight that is not the case I want on record this is a case of scholars curiousty. I have written some pretty intense blogs started a controversial forum, had some heated discussions on a blog or two, currently attempting to Insight unification of the community and challengeing pretender doms. Now ask why have I not been banned or given a simple warning none of my blogs have been removed the forum still active. Now I'm not asking to be banned I love it here I just want to ask why are others is this not a place where freedom of speech freedom of assembly and freedom of debate no matter how heat are allowed we all have the right to have our voices heard and considered do we not ask this question to the administration please consider what I'm asking. For the record this is not a challenge to you. And in no way are my submissives friends and supporters part of this if you decide to ban me.