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The Leopardess fell down the rabbit hole.

Cat curiosity has Me following the scent of the rabbit. Wonder what I will find in this hidden hole?

I have an affinity for creating Dark Poetry.
Do not assume that it is a reflection of my marriage or life. It is not.
6 months ago. September 10, 2023 at 12:44 AM

What is the most surprising thing that has gotten you off?

7 months ago. August 25, 2023 at 6:42 PM

Happy birthday to a child that has been fed lies about me their whole life. 

Happy birthday to a child that refuses to let me explain what happened.

Happy birthday to a child that I desperately wish would allow me to see them. 

 

16yrs ago today, I gave birth to a beautiful baby girl. 

I will always love my children, no matter what.

7 months ago. August 22, 2023 at 5:40 AM

Its quite difficult to keep your voice and breathing even while talking to your boss

7 months ago. August 17, 2023 at 10:25 AM

Wonderful way to wake up at 2am......with cramps from hell and nauseated. I can not find a comfortable position for any amount of time. 

I want crackers but can't imagine getting dressed let alone driving. 😫

At least nothing got on the hotels white sheets. 

7 months ago. August 16, 2023 at 7:52 PM

How does a married someone have a marriage be functional, while being collared by someone else?

 

Disagreement(s) between spouse and dominant? 

7 months ago. August 10, 2023 at 10:04 AM

7 months ago. August 4, 2023 at 10:32 AM

Just had this Dom (on another site) message me and ask me to submit to him, but be an authority figure to his other submissives. To follow his orders and make sure the others do as well. Supposedly I'd answer only to him.

 

This is our only correspondence. I have no idea who the fuck this person is. 

 

WHERE THE FUCK DOES IT SAY THAT I WILL SUBMIT TO SOMEONE/ANYONE? 

 

I don't take orders, I fucking give them. 

 

Move along, asshole. 

7 months ago. August 2, 2023 at 10:12 PM

7 months ago. August 2, 2023 at 2:29 PM

It hurts to know that my children have been fed lies about me their whole lives due to my ex's family. 

One is 17, the other is 16 this month. 

The 17yr old I have not spoken to since they were 2yrs old, I do not even know what she looks like. 

The (almost) 16yr old, is on my social media and still doesn't really care to talk to me.

I can't even explain why everything happened or give my side. 

My family also blames me. (That itself is a long painful story)

 

Their father (my ex) is cool with still fucking me, but not good with letting me see my children. 

His family refuses to talk to me so I can't even get updates on how they are. 

His mother is psychotic and we have never gotten along because I "corrupted" her son. (This is the same woman that has referred to him as "demon spawn" since he was born. FFS.)

7 months ago. July 30, 2023 at 3:16 AM

This year my first angel would be 14 almost 15 years old. 

It is still the most regretted situation I have ever had the displeasure of being a part of. 

 

I will always wonder how they would have been like, had their life been allowed to continue. 

 

I will always remember and constantly think of them. 

I will always regret.

I will always love them.

 

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My second angel would be almost 3 this year. 

It hurts so much to think of them, but they are constantlyon my mind.

 

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This year will be 6 almost 7 years of no longer having suicidal ideation or daily "what if" thoughts.