What is the most surprising thing that has gotten you off?
What is the most surprising thing that has gotten you off?
Happy birthday to a child that has been fed lies about me their whole life.
Happy birthday to a child that refuses to let me explain what happened.
Happy birthday to a child that I desperately wish would allow me to see them.
16yrs ago today, I gave birth to a beautiful baby girl.
I will always love my children, no matter what.
Its quite difficult to keep your voice and breathing even while talking to your boss
Wonderful way to wake up at 2am......with cramps from hell and nauseated. I can not find a comfortable position for any amount of time.
I want crackers but can't imagine getting dressed let alone driving. 😫
At least nothing got on the hotels white sheets.
How does a married someone have a marriage be functional, while being collared by someone else?
Disagreement(s) between spouse and dominant?
Just had this Dom (on another site) message me and ask me to submit to him, but be an authority figure to his other submissives. To follow his orders and make sure the others do as well. Supposedly I'd answer only to him.
This is our only correspondence. I have no idea who the fuck this person is.
WHERE THE FUCK DOES IT SAY THAT I WILL SUBMIT TO SOMEONE/ANYONE?
I don't take orders, I fucking give them.
Move along, asshole.
It hurts to know that my children have been fed lies about me their whole lives due to my ex's family.
One is 17, the other is 16 this month.
The 17yr old I have not spoken to since they were 2yrs old, I do not even know what she looks like.
The (almost) 16yr old, is on my social media and still doesn't really care to talk to me.
I can't even explain why everything happened or give my side.
My family also blames me. (That itself is a long painful story)
Their father (my ex) is cool with still fucking me, but not good with letting me see my children.
His family refuses to talk to me so I can't even get updates on how they are.
His mother is psychotic and we have never gotten along because I "corrupted" her son. (This is the same woman that has referred to him as "demon spawn" since he was born. FFS.)
This year my first angel would be 14 almost 15 years old.
It is still the most regretted situation I have ever had the displeasure of being a part of.
I will always wonder how they would have been like, had their life been allowed to continue.
I will always remember and constantly think of them.
I will always regret.
I will always love them.
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My second angel would be almost 3 this year.
It hurts so much to think of them, but they are constantlyon my mind.
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This year will be 6 almost 7 years of no longer having suicidal ideation or daily "what if" thoughts.