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You can't know who you are until you know who your are not...
4 days ago. Sun 12 Aug 2018 01:51:12 AM IDT

BLACK WITH REAL COLOR RED! I LOVE IT!!

Hugs everyone!!

2 months ago. Wed 13 Jun 2018 02:11:53 PM IDT

 I can't believe what God has done for me. I am 95% back!!!! Thanks to my Masters research and hard determination; I

am walking without a cane. I have my memory back, cooking again, cleaning again, my drive is slowly coming back and

I am not falling, nor do I have seizures. I am driving a little bit at a time to get use to it!!!The penicillin seems to be

working. Nowcomes the funny part. My personality is coming back. My essence, ME. I now can remember the past three

years of misery. Everything is hitting me like a tone of bricks and I can't hold back my emotions. No one deserves to be

pushed aside and neglected like I have been . If it wasn't for my Master. I would still be on the road to death. Thank you

God and Master.

 

                 

2 months ago. Fri 25 May 2018 07:45:10 AM IDT

He took my sickness on as his own, he stopped me from sucidal thoughts, he stopped me from degrading myself in a sad

way.Strait gratitude is what I am feeling. Here's what happened...He had been researching my disease and I wasn't even

awareof it. So he brought to my attention "" penicillin.... So I researched it and boom...it helps with Lyme Disease". So

today trough his perserverance ,I brought it to my doctors attention. I now start a new antibiotic and have new hope for 

my recovery!!!!

Thank you , Master I've fallen in love!!!

2 months ago. Tue 22 May 2018 11:46:38 PM IDT

I AM TOTALLY WRONG FROM THE LAST  BLOG. I SHOULD HAVE DISCUSSED WITH HIM , MY EMOTION BEFORE I

TOOK THINGS ON MY OWN. I SUBMITTED MYSELF TO MY MASTER!!!!! HE IS HELPING ME EVERY WHICH WAY

TO GET WELL! HE HAS TALKED TO MANY DOCTOR'S TO TRY TO SET THINGS UP FOR MY TREATMENT. I

CANNOT WAIT FOR NEW ADVENTURES AND CHASING STORMS TOGETHER , WHILE I AM SUCKING HIS COCK

DRY. I AM HIS GOOD GIRL, CUM SLUT, COCK SUCKER, NYMPHO, LOVER AND BEST FRIEND AND EVERYTHING

MORE. I APOLOGIZE FOR MY MISTAKE EVEN THOUGH "INNOCENT"; I NEED TO LEARN TO LISTEN AND OBEY.

ME GETTING WELL IS MY MASTER'S REWARD OF PLEASURE FOR A NEW BEGINNING,BECOMING THE BEST

SUBMISSIVE FOR HIM. I AM INTERNALLY GREAT FULL TO GOD FOR HAVING PUT HIM IN MY LIFE! I AM

FALLINGIN LOVE WITH MY MASTER AND HE KNOWS IT! THANK YOU FOR THE COMMENTS, I AM DAMN LUCKY

TO HAVEHIM PUT UP WITH MY BRATTY ATTITUDE BECAUSE OF PAST IDIOTS. MY MASTER UNDERSTANDS ME

AND IWILL BE WAITING FOR MY NEXT SPANKING. I "CLEARLY DESERVE THIS ":). HIS VOICE MAKES MY

NIPPLESHARD AND PUSSY WET.

 

 

                              

 

 

2 months ago. Tue 22 May 2018 02:50:08 PM IDT

Trough my innocence, and being naive to how I am suppose to give up all power to my Master. Because I am new .He

dropped me. I hurt him and didn't even mean too. The story goes like this. Being sick with neurological lyme disease is no

joke nore is it something to be proud about,! Humbling, yes! Debilitating , yes! Living with no memory recall at times and

my head going down, body collapsing, stroke symptoms, cognitive issues , seizures , hair falling out, rashes, shaking, etc.

You look for anyway to get help ,once you see that your doctors are basically using me as a lab rat..Having no doctor care

for 3 years has allowed the virus to spread deep in my body. My Master was helping me to find doctor care. So me use to

vanilla life"being independent" went on a head and was looking for help because a friend on facebook told me about it.My

symptoms came on so strong it scared me to where I thought I was going to die. I just got diagnosed with polycythemia

vera, which is a slow forming blood cancer, to where your bone marrow produces to many red blood cells and your blood

is thick. Master being the wonderful man he is, took my actions as if I didn't let him lead. I understand, now he was being

my savior and I fucked it up trough innocence.. I just want my health back. So I can be a better submissive. I can't win for

losing....lord knows I am losing when it comes to my health. This is just more pain I haft to face. God please give me the

will, because I am empty on the inside, especially now.

 

                      

2 months ago. Sat 19 May 2018 03:21:08 PM IDT

When God answer's he answers and you don't see it coming. We all have trials a tribulations we all go trough in life,

someworst than others. The past 3 years have been a humbling experience. Period... to the point I can't feel anymore. I

was so lost and disconnected because of losing my freedom to walk, dance, help my family, drive..etc I was bed ridden

for 2years. Having stroke symptoms , heart attack symptoms, complete neurological and no memory. Falling, fainting,

body collapses and head goes to chin....etc Yet, not angry because I knew God was doing it all. I had faith in other

words....wellI am human and there only so much a human can bare before you start to lose hope. So , I turned to my

bible, in the mist of all this darkness and God , put a Savior in my place. My Master! I will not say on here what he's

doing for out of respectfor him.I AM IN SHOCK! My prayers are being answered trough his love and compassion. Yet

, his domination is runningtrough me too. He's getting me help! He see's me falling and sick , yet is doing everything in

his power to get me well! Ican't comprehend this! How a Master could be so devoted to us! I can't feel , yet however I am

not as bad emotionally ,like I was a month ago! THANK YOU, MASTER!! I AM FALLING IN LOVE WITH YOUR SOUL!!! 

                                   

                                       

3 months ago. Sun 29 Apr 2018 08:18:29 PM IDT

 

                     

                              I cannot get over the passion that's burning in my heart for my Master. I am falling hard on my

knees for him. He helps me, He does not let me run astray and see's in me what I cannot see in my-self, yet is still here.

He's so gifted with music and engineer type work, just like my family. His wisdom is beyond , what I could ever be, yet he

doesn't judge me for what I lack , because I already have it in me, That's what he's showing me. He knows I am lost,

disconnected, can't feel to well, I beat myself- up daily, yet he's still here! It's strange how I am craving him! I cannot get

this man out my head! I want to suck his cock dry. I want his essence in my mouth because it's from him, his body , his

essence. I want him to spank me if I am bad, because I know in my heart its for my own good, to help me and teach me to

love me even more or to keep me in-line..lol .We both love music, weather, passion, we both want to be craved and shown

attention. We are two -pees-in -a-pot! I had my first lesson the other day from him it was so erotic..OMG. Felt good to

please him, yet my heart was pounding the whole time wondering if I am good enough or not..lol. He's helping me to

lose my weight trough the best incentive in the world. He knows my desires and understands what I need and want

...."GoodGirl".....I love them words now ! I am craving you master. I want to please you, be your everything, stand by your

side and honor ,love  and cherish you!! This candel is burning......strong with passion and sexual sucking desires.

 

3 months ago. Sun 29 Apr 2018 04:50:16 AM IDT

 When your sick with a debilitating disease, where no-one believes your sick or understands you ,nor what your going

trough. It takes you to the pits of your own inside hell. You go trough internal rage, anger, lostness, confusion, detachment

all the way to cope. You lose friends, family, your whole life , is stripped from you. So in the mists of that darkness,

thoughts of sucide come. For some it's homicidal and sucidal from the disease messing up your brain functions and killing

you slowly from the inside out. I have been battling this since 2016. Well tonight " GOD" put a lady going trough the ezact

same thing and I mentored her, now she is no longer sucidal!!! I AM SO INTERNALLY GREATFUL TO  HAVE HELPED

HER!!! 

3 months ago. Fri 27 Apr 2018 05:28:02 PM IDT

 My life was so happy growing up! Great family, loved and cared for, spoiled yet had chores. I was internally happy. Now, I

can't feel and push everything away to cope  and spear my feelings.. No wonder I can't find true happiness. I wish death

constantly , because of my life. I know we all have issues and problems to face. Ohh well.... I just can't be happy because

off jealous, and negativity. I guess I am not cut out for this lifestyle.. I am to rebellious. I pray you guy's all have a great

day...I am out!!