BLACK WITH REAL COLOR RED! I LOVE IT!!
BLACK WITH REAL COLOR RED! I LOVE IT!!
I can't believe what God has done for me. I am 95% back!!!! Thanks to my Masters research and hard determination; I
am walking without a cane. I have my memory back, cooking again, cleaning again, my drive is slowly coming back and
I am not falling, nor do I have seizures. I am driving a little bit at a time to get use to it!!!The penicillin seems to be
working. Nowcomes the funny part. My personality is coming back. My essence, ME. I now can remember the past three
years of misery. Everything is hitting me like a tone of bricks and I can't hold back my emotions. No one deserves to be
pushed aside and neglected like I have been . If it wasn't for my Master. I would still be on the road to death. Thank you
God and Master.
He took my sickness on as his own, he stopped me from sucidal thoughts, he stopped me from degrading myself in a sad
way.Strait gratitude is what I am feeling. Here's what happened...He had been researching my disease and I wasn't even
awareof it. So he brought to my attention "" penicillin.... So I researched it and boom...it helps with Lyme Disease". So
today trough his perserverance ,I brought it to my doctors attention. I now start a new antibiotic and have new hope for
Thank you , Master I've fallen in love!!!
I AM TOTALLY WRONG FROM THE LAST BLOG. I SHOULD HAVE DISCUSSED WITH HIM , MY EMOTION BEFORE I
TOOK THINGS ON MY OWN. I SUBMITTED MYSELF TO MY MASTER!!!!! HE IS HELPING ME EVERY WHICH WAY
TO GET WELL! HE HAS TALKED TO MANY DOCTOR'S TO TRY TO SET THINGS UP FOR MY TREATMENT. I
CANNOT WAIT FOR NEW ADVENTURES AND CHASING STORMS TOGETHER , WHILE I AM SUCKING HIS COCK
DRY. I AM HIS GOOD GIRL, CUM SLUT, COCK SUCKER, NYMPHO, LOVER AND BEST FRIEND AND EVERYTHING
MORE. I APOLOGIZE FOR MY MISTAKE EVEN THOUGH "INNOCENT"; I NEED TO LEARN TO LISTEN AND OBEY.
ME GETTING WELL IS MY MASTER'S REWARD OF PLEASURE FOR A NEW BEGINNING,BECOMING THE BEST
SUBMISSIVE FOR HIM. I AM INTERNALLY GREAT FULL TO GOD FOR HAVING PUT HIM IN MY LIFE! I AM
FALLINGIN LOVE WITH MY MASTER AND HE KNOWS IT! THANK YOU FOR THE COMMENTS, I AM DAMN LUCKY
TO HAVEHIM PUT UP WITH MY BRATTY ATTITUDE BECAUSE OF PAST IDIOTS. MY MASTER UNDERSTANDS ME
AND IWILL BE WAITING FOR MY NEXT SPANKING. I "CLEARLY DESERVE THIS ":). HIS VOICE MAKES MY
NIPPLESHARD AND PUSSY WET.
Trough my innocence, and being naive to how I am suppose to give up all power to my Master. Because I am new .He
dropped me. I hurt him and didn't even mean too. The story goes like this. Being sick with neurological lyme disease is no
joke nore is it something to be proud about,! Humbling, yes! Debilitating , yes! Living with no memory recall at times and
my head going down, body collapsing, stroke symptoms, cognitive issues , seizures , hair falling out, rashes, shaking, etc.
You look for anyway to get help ,once you see that your doctors are basically using me as a lab rat..Having no doctor care
for 3 years has allowed the virus to spread deep in my body. My Master was helping me to find doctor care. So me use to
vanilla life"being independent" went on a head and was looking for help because a friend on facebook told me about it.My
symptoms came on so strong it scared me to where I thought I was going to die. I just got diagnosed with polycythemia
vera, which is a slow forming blood cancer, to where your bone marrow produces to many red blood cells and your blood
is thick. Master being the wonderful man he is, took my actions as if I didn't let him lead. I understand, now he was being
my savior and I fucked it up trough innocence.. I just want my health back. So I can be a better submissive. I can't win for
losing....lord knows I am losing when it comes to my health. This is just more pain I haft to face. God please give me the
will, because I am empty on the inside, especially now.
When God answer's he answers and you don't see it coming. We all have trials a tribulations we all go trough in life,
someworst than others. The past 3 years have been a humbling experience. Period... to the point I can't feel anymore. I
was so lost and disconnected because of losing my freedom to walk, dance, help my family, drive..etc I was bed ridden
for 2years. Having stroke symptoms , heart attack symptoms, complete neurological and no memory. Falling, fainting,
body collapses and head goes to chin....etc Yet, not angry because I knew God was doing it all. I had faith in other
words....wellI am human and there only so much a human can bare before you start to lose hope. So , I turned to my
bible, in the mist of all this darkness and God , put a Savior in my place. My Master! I will not say on here what he's
doing for out of respectfor him.I AM IN SHOCK! My prayers are being answered trough his love and compassion. Yet
, his domination is runningtrough me too. He's getting me help! He see's me falling and sick , yet is doing everything in
his power to get me well! Ican't comprehend this! How a Master could be so devoted to us! I can't feel , yet however I am
not as bad emotionally ,like I was a month ago! THANK YOU, MASTER!! I AM FALLING IN LOVE WITH YOUR SOUL!!!
I cannot get over the passion that's burning in my heart for my Master. I am falling hard on my
knees for him. He helps me, He does not let me run astray and see's in me what I cannot see in my-self, yet is still here.
He's so gifted with music and engineer type work, just like my family. His wisdom is beyond , what I could ever be, yet he
doesn't judge me for what I lack , because I already have it in me, That's what he's showing me. He knows I am lost,
disconnected, can't feel to well, I beat myself- up daily, yet he's still here! It's strange how I am craving him! I cannot get
this man out my head! I want to suck his cock dry. I want his essence in my mouth because it's from him, his body , his
essence. I want him to spank me if I am bad, because I know in my heart its for my own good, to help me and teach me to
love me even more or to keep me in-line..lol .We both love music, weather, passion, we both want to be craved and shown
attention. We are two -pees-in -a-pot! I had my first lesson the other day from him it was so erotic..OMG. Felt good to
please him, yet my heart was pounding the whole time wondering if I am good enough or not..lol. He's helping me to
lose my weight trough the best incentive in the world. He knows my desires and understands what I need and want
...."GoodGirl".....I love them words now ! I am craving you master. I want to please you, be your everything, stand by your
side and honor ,love and cherish you!! This candel is burning......strong with passion and sexual sucking desires.
When your sick with a debilitating disease, where no-one believes your sick or understands you ,nor what your going
trough. It takes you to the pits of your own inside hell. You go trough internal rage, anger, lostness, confusion, detachment
all the way to cope. You lose friends, family, your whole life , is stripped from you. So in the mists of that darkness,
thoughts of sucide come. For some it's homicidal and sucidal from the disease messing up your brain functions and killing
you slowly from the inside out. I have been battling this since 2016. Well tonight " GOD" put a lady going trough the ezact
same thing and I mentored her, now she is no longer sucidal!!! I AM SO INTERNALLY GREATFUL TO HAVE HELPED
My life was so happy growing up! Great family, loved and cared for, spoiled yet had chores. I was internally happy. Now, I
can't feel and push everything away to cope and spear my feelings.. No wonder I can't find true happiness. I wish death
constantly , because of my life. I know we all have issues and problems to face. Ohh well.... I just can't be happy because
off jealous, and negativity. I guess I am not cut out for this lifestyle.. I am to rebellious. I pray you guy's all have a great
day...I am out!!