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Into the Void

Into the Void. Exactly where my feelings go.
Into the Void. Exactly where I disappear.
Into the Void. Exactly where my relationships progress.
Into the Void. Exactly where you anticipate the origins of monsters.
Into the Void. Exactly where my worth has slid.
Into the Void. Exactly where my success is found.
Into the Void. Exactly where I should return.
7 months ago. March 24, 2024 at 5:31 PM

Sir desired me to post my writing here.

 

Ever since i was potty trained, the mere thought of urinating on myself or (even worse) someone else urinating on me has been revolting and disgusting. Urine is human waste. There's NOTHING sexy about it! The Doms Who required that of Their submissive partners were beyond sick in my book. And, the submissive women who were actually willing to ALLOW anyone to do that them were obviously mentally deranged.

Yesterday, i spent over eight wonderful hours with Sir. i knew that He desired for me to not only pee on myself, but to do it while still fully clothed. The closer i got to the room, the more my nerves took control. i had agreed IN WRITING to step into the shower (fully clothed) and pee all over myself. Watersports is a hard limit! Why on earth did i agree to such a thing? Still, i gave Sir my word that i would perform the task as soon as i walked into the room.

Being the caring Sir that He is, He eased my nerves by kissing and fondling me upon entering into the room. He even had me remove my top to ease me into the submission. He guided me to the bathroom, and i dutifully obeyed His wishes by stepping into the tub, still wearing my pants. He demanded my urine. There was no gentle request. There was no encouragement. There was His Master controlling His slave demand. i realized i could no longer hold it as the stream began to flow. No, make that as the waterfall began to roar down my legs. i could feel my emotions begin to flow with the urine. i was so close to tears, but i didn't want to disappoint Sir.

Suddenly, i realized i was no longer peeing, but i was now squirting in my pants. The degrading, embarrassing, humiliating ordeal had caused me to orgasm! How the hell could something so very wrong cause me to orgasm to the point of squirting? i couldn't stop! my pants were completely soaked. Sir appeared to be quite pleased with the performance, and i knew i still had two more activities to endure that i was dreading. Yet, the thought of accepting Sir's urine on my tits started feeling less like a task to endure and more like a new adventure! Even being forced to keep the bathroom door open while using the toilet was easier to endure as my mind began to accept the Rules Sir is enforcing upon me and the fact that i no longer suffer with the mere thought of enduring the dreaded watersports. Now, i eagerly accept it as part of O/our dynamic and i willingly surrender the pride in lieu of the humiliation i had the privilege of displaying to Sir.

lambsone - My last Master wanted me to video tape myself peeing and send him the videos every time I peed. At first I was shocked and felt that peeing was a private thing. But I did as asked and after about a month, I asked if he'd seen enough of me peeing and he said yes. It was a bit of a breakthrough for me in turning over parts of myself to him.
7 months ago
fluffypoppet​(sub female){Protected} - Doms who like watersports don't bother me. It's not something I'm particularly curious about. BUT, I can see how it could have appeal and I love that you enjoyed it so very much.

Doms who toy with hard limits scare me though. (I've got ✨trauma✨)
7 months ago
vasubmama - i had told Him that i wanted some of my limits pushed, but W/we had a safe word, and i could stop whenever i had a major issue. Plus, He was really good about providing comfort when it got overwhelming for me.
7 months ago
I'mME - Puppet, Hard limits are not something with which to be toyed.
7 months ago
I'mME - Poppet
7 months ago
fluffypoppet​(sub female){Protected} - I can't handle having my hard limits toyed with. It's not for me.
BUT, it does sound like VaSubMama perhaps discussed with her Dom and maybe these were soft limits more than hard limits?
7 months ago
I'mME - @Poppet & @vasubmama

That's exactly what I was thinking. She was game.
7 months ago
vasubmama - Sir and i discussed EVERYTHING beforehand. There were still things that i couldn't do, but He was fine with all of it.
7 months ago
I'mME - I'm not sure if the amper sign works so I'm waving my hand.🤘🤘lol

See above. I was going to comment that earlier, but I had to go.....
7 months ago
I'mME - Effort should be always recognized, if things don't go as planned, laughter should be enjoyed, No?
7 months ago

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