Its sad that I think I'm fine then I read a book and all the issues that I’ve kept in a box start pouring out like pandora's box. Now here I am trying to put them all away... so minus well break down this issue... I miss having a Daddy… I miss it so much it aches every inch of me…. Being a little and a kitten makes it difficult because people either see one or the other. Hardly it is ever seen as one.
I was asked What is it about a Daddy that appeals to me? What would I get from it? What do I enjoy? What is my little side like?
I am not entirely sure how to answer some things but I guess I’ll write and let the flow hopefully answer all of it. I’ve always known I had a little side the parts of me that don’t want to adult and serve everyone and just want to enjoy the moment. When I’m in little space which isn’t often since I need to feel safe. I enjoy watching Disney movies and eating little food like corn dogs, French fries, chicken nuggets… food made by my daddy. I like to color and cuddle with my stuffies and I usually still wear my pet gear in little space and have snacks in my kitten bowl. It's the things that make me happy. I like forts and playgrounds… When I have a daddy I feel cherished and safe. I feel loved deeply because I know in my heart a daddy knows how important and precious their little one is. I like that daddy’s are teachers and mentors they don’t mind a curious mind and they enjoy answering questions and expanding their littles knowledge. Calling my Dom Daddy means I feel safe with you and have the biggest amount of trust in you. I have no doubts that you will take care of me like I take care of me or better. I dont doubt that you have my best interest at heart. No one is perfect and things happened but I know that you will properly communicate with me and make sure we overcome everything stronger.
Being a daddy is hard because they have to be strong for their littles but as a little, we are strong for our daddies too. This lifestyle is a two-way street.