I remember everything. Every conversation, every feeling, every emotion. The good, the bad.
I remember it all because of the impact it had on me. And I carry each memory with me.
Each memory might mean more to me, and each Dom has left me with a gift, for example.
I listen to country music more because he did and that imprinted on me, showing me the love, meaning and passion behind the music.
I draw hearts on the glass shower door when it gets too steamy because he thought it was cute and that imprinted on me.
I spend more time out in nature, exploring because that too, imprinted on me. Connecting with nature was a way to connect to myself and him. When there was no longer a him, it left just me and nature.
I will always remember them, their impact and the reasons they left. But those will stay with me forever.