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2 days ago. Sat 15 Jun 2019 02:07:32 PM IDT

I wake up and start my day by putting on the panties that Daddy picked out for me. I will take a picture to show him that I am behaving and doing what he expects of me.

I am to find a private place 3 times today and edge myself, stopping right before I cum. I don't get to cum until Daddy decides that I can. I am his and so are my orgasms. I take a picture of my wet fingers to show Daddy that I again behaved. I can't help but think of him because I am wet and needy most of the day.

I get a message from Daddy when I get home from work with instructions to take a bath and put a plug in place. I am again to edge for 5 minutes every 30 minutes until he gets home. Just rubbing my clit this time. No fingers. I am dripping wet and desperate for release. But I do as I'm told. Sending pictures every 30 minutes of the 5 minutes on the timer. I get a message back of good girl and it reminds me of the reward I get for being his good girl.

I can't wait for the evening to end so I can be alone with Daddy. He has lightly teased me all night with kisses and caressing my ass and tits.

Finally he goes to take a shower and I am to prepare myself. I am on my knees naked waiting for him. I can't wait to see him cross the room to me and use my mouth to pleasure himself. I love being his toy, his Angel.

5 days ago. Thu 13 Jun 2019 03:18:36 AM IDT

It's a kid free Saturday morning and I have all day to think about Daddy. He told me last night that I will have a little bit of work to do to set up our scene tonight. As I sit drinking my coffee, I am curious and excited to get my list of tasks for the day.

I open the text immediately to see what Daddy wants of me.
1. A titty picture along with a picture of the no panty Saturday. (my favorite)
2. Take the toy box down to the basement along with a kitchen chair
3. Blow up the big air mattress. Also look into a cheap box spring and mattress for down there.
4. Be dressed like Daddy's slutty whore when he gets home.

I make sure everything is just as Daddy instructed and wait. When he comes through the door the puppies run to greet him. After lavishing his affection on them, he turns his attention to me and tells me to follow him downstairs. When we get there, Daddy kisses me and tells me that I've done a good job. It makes my knees go weak to feel his touch and know that he is pleased with me.

He sits down in the chair and tells me to put my cuffs on. He watches my every move as I do what I'm told. When I'm done he tells me to kneel in front of him. He begins kissing me and playing with my nipples. It makes me wiggle. Stand up and put out your arms is his next command. As I do as I'm told, he takes a rope and ties my cuffs together and then loops the  other end to the ring in the ceiling. He pulls till my arms are all the way up and I am barely touching the floor. He then puts the spreader bar between my legs. He kisses me again as he puts the blindfold over my eyes.

I am not able to move or see! I can hear him behind me and slightly jump when I feel Daddy's hand caress my ass. I don't know what to anticipate next and it is electrifying. I then hear him rummaging through the toy box. I feel the cool, slickness of a lubed up plug. Daddy slowly and teasingly slides it into place. I gasp when it finally seats into place. Nipple clamps are next. So many sensations. I am getting wet and wanting more. Always more from Daddy. Fingers lightly rubbing my clit as I feel his breath on my neck. "What does baby want?" It's almost a growl. All I can manage is "more. Please, Daddy. More"

1 week ago. Sat 08 Jun 2019 05:26:43 PM IDT

I am insensitive, I have a tendency

To pay more attention to the things that I need

Sometimes I drink too much, sometimes I test your trust,

Sometimes I don't know why you're staying with me

 

I'm hard to love, hard to love

Oh I don't make it easy,

I couldn't do it if I stood where you stood

I'm hard to love, hard to love

You say that you need me,

I don't deserve it but I love that you love me good

 

I am a short fuse, I am a wrecking ball

Crashing into your heart like I do

You're like a Sunday morning full of grace and full of Jesus

I wish I could be more like you

                               - Hard to Love

3 weeks ago. Sat 25 May 2019 03:23:59 PM IDT

As I was speaking with a fellow kinkster, it was mentioned that their marriage was not fairing well due to the fact that one of them is pure vanilla and they are definitely not.  They married for love and there is no real greater reason than that to marry. But as time has gone on, cravings and yearnings have surfaced and been reburied. It presses like a weight causing friction and discord. 

     My question is ......could you ever go back to how you were before that first taste of taboo. Could you go without that flutter of excitement as your darkest desire is about to play out or be fulfilled? 

     I hate that my friend has to truly consider this option or suffer the loss of marriage and love. I don't envy them. 

3 weeks ago. Wed 22 May 2019 04:19:46 PM IDT

People like to say they're "real", but they don't say real what. Real shady, real needy, a real piece of shit.... sorry but I need you to be more specific.  

 

Not my quote, but I like it.....alot.

4 weeks ago. Sun 19 May 2019 03:35:17 AM IDT

The things we do for love like this are ugly, mad, full of sweat and regret.  This love burns you and maims you and twists you inside out. It is a monstrous love and it makes monsters of us all. 

                                 -Crimson Peak

 

 

 

How true this is of some relationships, whether it be romantic love or love for a friend.  Some people are unable to see the harm they do because it's done in the name of love. 

1 month ago. Thu 16 May 2019 03:58:39 AM IDT

I don't want to talk right now

I just want your arms wrapped around

Me and this moment before it runs out

 

Oh, don't say that it's over

Oh, no, say that it ain't so

Let's let the stars watch, let them stare

Let the wind eavesdrop, I don't care

For all that we've got, don't let it go

Just hold me

 

I can't pull you closer than this

It's just you and the moon on my skin

Oh, who says it ever has to end

                    -the Civil Wars

 

1 month ago. Sat 11 May 2019 04:05:08 PM IDT

I got home from work and changed into my comfy clothes, one of Daddy's shirts and a pair of his socks. We were grilling steaks for dinner and I wanted to try a new stuffed shrimp recipe as an appetizer.

      The radio is always on in my kitchen and yes, I sing along. I was caught up in making my shrimp look like the picture (never happens)and singing, so I didn't hear Daddy come in the back door. He scared me when I turned to grab more supplies and saw him just standing in the doorway. He was smiling and kind of laughing. The look on my face must have asked the question not yet out of my mouth. "Just enjoying the floor show." he said. 

     Floor show? "You kind of dance around as you work, and shake your ass." was his reply. I laughed and turned and shook my ass at him. He raised his eyebrows and said "don't tempt". That made me shake it again as I walked back to the counter. 

    He was behind me in an instant pinning me so that I couldn't move. One hand around my waist and then other around my throat. He lowered his head to my ear and growled "that wasn't very nice, Angel." He bent me forward and the hand at my waist moved down to slowly rub my clit. As I was starting to get close, he stopped. "Does Angel want More?" My moan must been enough of a response. He slid fingers into me and slowly brought me back to the edge. 

     Please Daddy, was all I could manage to say in my need. "Why should I?"he asked. "Because I'll be a good girl the rest of the night" I said.

     "No you won't and I really don't want you to be." He whispered as he kissed my ear and sent me over the edge.

     

1 month ago. Fri 10 May 2019 07:57:37 PM IDT

Be careful who you hang around

Beliefs are sticky things

Stick on your shoes and on your soul

                 -  Cam

 

 

 

Interesting lyrics

1 month ago. Sun 05 May 2019 04:00:31 PM IDT

   Daddy sat in the chair in our bedroom last night and called me to him. We had gotten home from my surprise party (Daddy isn't good at keeping surprises) and we were finally alone. I walked up and stood in front of him. The wicked smile on his lips made me weak in the knees. 

     He traced a finger up my leg and hooked it on the panties he made me wear. As he slowly tugged them down, he instructed me to bend over his knees. Of course I did as I was told! He lifted my dress exposing my bare ass and lightly rubbed as he explained that he was going to give me my birthday spanking early.

     Let's just say that this will be the only time that I am thankful to be so old!