My submissive life

I really don't know how often I'll post to this but I just thought I could start this so here and there I could throw out parts of my life so other people could learn from it or try some things they may have never tried before.
1 hour ago. Sat 18 Aug 2018 07:19:47 PM IDT

Haiii, re read my last blog I have some of my social media in it if you'd like to chat, I would. 

1 day ago. Fri 17 Aug 2018 07:25:24 AM IDT

So hi guys, I know it's been a while since I've posted but I've been quite busy. I recently got a whole bunch of new toys though including a corset which looks so very lovely on me. In other news me and my Daddy are looking for a submissive/little to join us!!!! We're so very excited about this step in our relationship and would love it if maybe any of you would be interested in chatting with us and seeing if you would be a good fit! I hope if you're reading this you'll consider messaging me :) 

 

If you're not a premium user, you can message me on kik @ ummmcourtney16 or my email ummmcourtney16@gmail.com 

2 months ago. Wed 13 Jun 2018 02:17:15 AM IDT

I'm sorry I haven't been the best at keeping up with my blog. I've been busy babysitting and doing stuff with Master. I'll blog more if I get anything interesting.

2 months ago. Thu 31 May 2018 07:09:35 PM IDT

So Master has made it where I need to watch my mouth. I need to watch all of my cussing other than the word hell. Now for most people this might not seem like a lot but I'm the type of person that cusses in every sentence. He is going easy on my for now and just reminding me not to when I do but I assume that very shortly he will begin being very strict.

2 months ago. Wed 30 May 2018 07:00:24 AM IDT

So Master and I have a relationship where I'm allowed to have fun with girls, he can be included if both parties want but if not all I have to do is tell him and he's fine with it.  Everything is consensual. So now I kind of have three girls that I have "play time" with. One is a girl that we've had a threesome with. One is his best friends submissive. And the other is a girl I've been talking too online. It's been really fun and I'm starting to really enjoy myself. The girl we had a threesome with is kind of just on the side and we don't talk that much but when we do it is about sex or nudes and stuff. Now his friends submissive, that's new and different. She has a crush on me, so her dom told my Master and me and her are going to at least kiss a little the next time they come over,  if not more. And lastly, the girl from another state. She's very new, we just started talking 2 days ago and we didn't get really into things today. She's not a bdsm girl, but she's always been curious. I'm guiding her into it. I'm going to be her teacher on all things bdsm for however long she allows me to. It's very interesting for me because I'm a submissive slut, this is my first time ever having a truly dominant role in someone's life, but life is all about excitement so we're going to see where this journey takes us. :)

2 months ago. Mon 28 May 2018 05:26:25 AM IDT

If love is just a chemical

Our brains make up,

How is it that our hearts don't just love

Each other,

They beat for

Each other. 

- Courtney H.

 

My flowers,

They bloom for you,

They bloom because of you,

They bloom with you.

You're the sun, the dirt, the water,

That makes my flowers bloom

- Courtney H.

 

 

You're the waves in my ocean

The wind in my leaves.

You're the reason,

Love is a breeze.

- Courtney H.

 

We are bulletproof,

Me and you.

People will try and shoot us down,

No one will succeed.

Our walls,

We let them down for each other,

But they're impenetrable to the rest.

Bulletproof we will be,

Till there's nothing left but ash.

- Courtney H.

 

 

My submission is a gift. 

One that no one else has ever gained access to.

I am a gift.

You're the only one to have kept these presents.

- Courtney H.

2 months ago. Mon 21 May 2018 05:37:25 AM IDT

I called him an asshole. He didn't like it very much. I had to draw 2 punishments out of the punishment box then I complained so I got an extra one. I had to stay naked, on the floor, with my feet taped together. He also got me to tape my mouth I'm guessing because I'm not supposed to be cussing at all ESPECIALLY not at Master. I sat there doing nothing not allowed on anything or to even cover up for 30 minutes then eventually he allowed me to watch Netflix as long as I stayed the way I was. I love when he gives me thorough and long punishments even if they're simple. I love when he also takes the time to pause his show to make fun of me not being able to talk saying stuff such as "cat got your tongue?" "What's wrong why can't you talk?" It just annoys me so much but I love being helpless.

3 months ago. Wed 16 May 2018 05:20:49 PM IDT

For what he will do next, I do not know.

What I do know is how no matter what he does, he's going to have a smile while doing it.

Sadism.

He loves seeing me quiver to just his breath or a slight touch.

He loves seeing how far he can push me.

He loves seeing and hearing me cry for him.

He loves me begging "Master please I can't take anymore."

But doesn't stop because he knows I can.

I just say it out of fear of what's next.

3 months ago. Wed 16 May 2018 02:24:00 AM IDT

We woke up the next day around 7 am with a very rude awakening. My little brother and mother were fighting, things got physical too. I had to walk out yelling breaking it up because my mom's more bipolar than I am and when she starts she isn't finished till someone makes her finished. After everything was calm and settled Master and I played video games for a while and just chilled. Around noon he started playing with me instead, we fucked HARD, like usual. Only this time we tried double penetration, vibrator in my ass, him in my main hole. Had an orgasm too. It's amazing all the things we've already tried together in this year but it's amazing how much we still have to try and I can't wait to continue to experience all these things with him.

3 months ago. Wed 16 May 2018 01:17:37 AM IDT

So let's start this off letting all of you know, I still live with my parents, and my Master still lives with his, so staying the night with me isn't common. We started off the day early yesterday, my mom woke me up at around 6 am to see if I wanted to go pick him up, which of course I did. Once we got there we played a little, he tied me and left me while he played video games then I kept talking so he taped my mouth. Once he finished that game, he came down to the floor with me and started teasing me with kisses and tongue, up and down my soft fragile skin. We shortly after fucked and later on ended up stretching my little ass to try and get used to it. In the past, ex's violated me and my consent and had their way with that hole no matter how many times I said the safeword. My Master isn't like that, he's taking his time with me, being gentle with me, like no one ever has. I ended up being able to take the whole head which I was so proud of because his dick is so big compared to me that I can fit both of my hands on his shaft and still not have my hands around the head. We had friends also come over that day, me and the other sub spent the whole time on the floor of course. I was really bad too, I guess I was acting out because he was talking to his friend instead of giving me attention. The girl we had a threesome with also came over that day and I kissed her infront of Master and his friend cause Master didn't think I would and boy it was fun proving him wrong. They eventually left later on and we went to sleep, opposite rooms because my parents won't allow us to sleep together despite us both being mature adults.