I am a flirt, the little girl and the vanilla girl in me are both very flirtatious. It’s probably because I’m a little nympho (Daddy says). I’ve always been a flirt. Most times, in my eyes, it’s innocent I don’t actually mean anything by it. For example, my best friend is dressed up and the clothes she’s wearing accentuate her body nicely. It shows off her curves, ass, legs, etc. I would tell her she looks good but I would say it more like “Dammmnnnn let me take a bite of that”. No other examples needed, that is a very good one, I’m proud of it. Now just imagine me saying things like that to everyone who looks good. While I don’t mean that I actually want to bite or even have sex with my best friend but I’ve made the insinuation that I do.
Last night I, in the most correct and innocently natured way, asked Daddy if that was allowed. Now some of you are probably thinking “well that’s stupid of you” and I completely agree with you. It was a stupid question, but it was a question I needed an answer to because I didn’t want to assume it was okay, continue to flirt, and by doing so embarrass my Daddy (also and this is my fault too we didn’t cover flirting when we went over rules). So I asked. It caught Daddy completely off guard and made him extremely mad (at first).
When Daddy calmed down I was in the middle of a panic attack. I couldn’t breathe, I really, truly, thought he was going to leave me and I would lose the best thing to happen to me. That’s when he told me he wasn’t mad at me, but that we obviously needed to have a serious talk. First thing Daddy said to me was he wasn’t leaving me, he’s put time and effort into me and he isn’t going to just toss that aside, and that I needed to understand that. Second he asked me if (even though he is the dom and can still do whatever he wants no matter how it makes me feel) I would like it if he “innocently” flirted with anyone. My immediate answer was no, no I wouldn’t like it. It would cause so much jealousy for me, it would eat me alive thinking about “what does Daddy want of her? Does she have something I don’t? Is she prettier to him than I am?” even if it’s not my place to think or feel those things. Finally, Daddy decided the punishment for such a question. Panties. Not just panties but what they represent, a barrier to my sexuality. My sexuality is just the opposite of that, it’s not mine, it’s Daddys. I am his, his toy, his girl, his sub. I am not anyone else’s, nor should I ever allow anyone to think they have even the smallest chance with me, because let me tell you you don’t. So nothing is innocent, yeah sure I don’t mean it and yeah sure whoever I’m flirting with also knows I don’t mean it but I’m allowing others around me to assume I’m sexually available. Which is not the case, and not something they should be thinking of me.
The full punishment is I am to be fully clothed always (panties, bra, shirt, pants, the whole thing) during the day, and at night I wear panties and a shirt for a week straight AND no sexual anything...Meaning a whole new non-sexual morning and night routine, no training, no nothing. Also I think as an added on punishment he is making me clean my room. My room isnt messy by any means but it’s cluttered and not as organized as it needs to be. So that’s what I’m doing, wearing panties and cleaning, and suffering from my over active sex drive while Daddy sends me teasing photos and texts all day long. He’s good too, he knows all my hot buttons and is pushing them all at once.