It seems as though my Dom has been involved in quite a few scandalous relationships here in this community. Leaving hurt feelings with a number of subs. He probably isn't to popular with some of the Dom's either. Who among us is perfect? Certainly not me!
Like I said in a previous post, I don't run, I don't hide and I don't bury my head in the sand. I am not the text book or dictionary version of a submissive. I am a strong independent woman with a mind of her own. I don't ask my Dom for permission to blog or make comments. He doesn't tell me who I can or cannot talk to. Because first and foremost I am an individual. I am not a mindless, brainless zombie to kiss someone's feet just because they say so.
My Dom brings out the best in me. We are a good fit because he loves the Dragon just as much as the submissive. There is a side of me that he lights up. The side that stays within inches of him when we are out. I don't want anyone to doubt who I am with. His hand on my cheek makes me weak in the knees. His kiss, his touch as he takes me in his arms. He doesn't have to tell me to kneel I do it on instinct. Sitting on a pillow in the floor between his legs brings me comfort. His arms are my safe haven.
I am well aware that my euphoria my not last forever. One of us could choose to walk away tomorrow. I would not ever regret having him as my Dom.
I'm a poker player and I think I will hold this hand and play it out.
***This is an add on to my original post. ***
What I am trying to say is I can't change anything. I am not hiding from his past. If it ended between us tomorrow I would still be here. I would still be the same Dragon. Maybe with blue eyes instead of brown, but I wouldn't give up.