What is the difference between a winter rain and a summer rain.
During the winter the rain seems to bring gloomy days. Days filled with moody depression. Days only good for reading or watching a movie. A little might even enjoy an afternoon of coloring.
I love a nighttime summer storm! The deep low growl of rumbling thunder at a distance. The midnight sky as smooth as velvet. Brought to life my mother nature's fireworks display. I am in awe of the colors as they dance across the empty sky.
Today seemed to be a mixture of the two. The thunder as it echoed across the mountain. The sound of the rain on the metal roof. Watching the raindrops hit the window and shimmy down the glass. The combination brought a deep feeling of contentment.
Therapy is going well. We are still in the passive motion stage but my pain level is controllable. Sir and I are doing great. He had business that has taken him back home for a couple of weeks. I miss him like crazy but we both have commitments. Which will only make our time together more precious.
I had planned something special for his birthday which we had to put on hold because of my shoulder. I will certainly try to make it worth the wait.
I sometimes get a little frustrated with myself. Being rather new at this and trying to get things right. I sometimes let my independent streak get in my way. Sir is so patient with me. I still at times question if I am submissive enough. He always assures me that I am.
He is truly the only one who matters. We will withstand all the storm clouds filled with thunder and lightning and whatever else life has in store for us. The search for the deep connection of love and trust between a Dom and his submissive is what drew me to this lifestyle. There are times when we are Dom and sub. Then there are times when he is Master where there is no doubt that I trust him so completely that I am his slave. He doesn't have to demand or command me. He leads me and guides me to please us both.
As always thank you for stopping by my blog. Have a blessed and wonderful day.