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Loving the little in me

Here is my place to express thoughts, musings, and anything else that comes from my noggin. ~SSK
9 hours ago. Thu 24 Jan 2019 02:33:30 AM IST

Never mind the shitty mirror, it's older than I am. But I got my beautiful corset tonight and absolutely love it! 

So getting this on by myself was no easy feat. Lots of shimmying, wiggles, bad words. But worth it. I feel sexy and it's great! I didn't wanna take it off, but had to because I needed food and well.... Let's just say if I am not too careful one may see all three D's lol. 

Sent the fun pictures to Daddy and he's a big fan of his princess in a corset. 💕 

 

Well I am going to go ahead and post this before all the courage runs out. 

 

💖SSK

17 hours ago. Wed 23 Jan 2019 06:43:18 PM IST

 I'm excited because we are exploring my little. Last night I got really mad because my living situation is less than desirable and so I went shopping and Daddy helped me pick out some shoes. They're these beautiful high heels with a thick ankle strap. Fits like a glove. I felt like a princess, and Daddy told me I am a princess.

This morning was not as fun. I took an allergy tablet last night so that I could breathe, and slept through two alarms this morning. To make matters worse, I slipped on ice and fell and got an owie on my knee. So I called Daddy and I only cried for a little bit but that's because I can't miss any time at work or I don't get to go see Daddy. And that would break my little heart... Daddy made it better like always. And for lunch I went and got a happy meal. So today isn't all bad. 

I am fully embracing my little. as I've come to realize that I've got a lot more little in me than I thought. Even my desk at work screams little girl....not my fault I like to color...

 

Random blog for me...I know but then again I did warn about being little lol .

 

💕😸ssk

2 days ago. Tue 22 Jan 2019 06:32:22 AM IST

If you haven't experienced thigh-high sheer lace stockings.... Seriously try it. 

Tonight I bought myself a pair and felt the fabric tight against my thighs and was in heaven! 

It's wild to think how a little material can make a girl feel so damn sexy! 

And the best part?

 

My corset arrives tomorrow 😉

 

Til then.... 14 days!

 

💕SSK

3 days ago. Mon 21 Jan 2019 03:29:54 AM IST

So I'm having a bit of a hard time. I had a conversation tonight that made me think and while thinking is a good thing, now comes the fun reflection. I see so many people that I find absolutely beautiful. Men and women of all shapes and sizes I find them to be beautiful creatures. For some reason I can't see it in myself. now I don't mean this to sound like one of those blogs where I'm beating myself up, because I know that I'm an awesome person. The issue is, I want to do a boudoir session. I want so badly to lose all inhibitions and let myself be photographed as I truly am and see the pictures and NOT tear them apart, tear me apart. I have the opportunity very soon to do just that. So to try and get my idea of what I want to try, I started looking at boudoir photography. And of course because I'm a plus-size girl I looked at plus-sized boudoir. These women are just so beautiful, their confidence radiating off the screen. They know that they're sexy. Women bigger than myself that look just knock out gorgeous. And I'm jealous. I want that. So I'm going to sit here and force myself to go shopping online for pumps and stockings to go with my corset that'll be here later this week.

I will find a way to see myself as sexy...I will. Maybe if i say it enough, it'll be true?

 

🧘‍♀️SSK

3 days ago. Mon 21 Jan 2019 03:07:19 AM IST

 

"Lipstick, I might kill ya or kiss ya."

 

SSK😈

4 days ago. Sat 19 Jan 2019 03:12:11 PM IST

This week I learned a lot about myself and a lot about some others in this community! And some kink stuff too, but mostly people!

- made some new friends, and have gotten to interact with those I have admired through reading their blogs.

- found others like me and asked as many questions as social etiquette will allow.

- kink shaming is real and happens right here in the Cage.

- there is a way to let someone know that you do not agree with them and still keep it classy.

- for the most part, people really just want to help educate those who are willing to learn.

- like my father always said..."opinions are like assholes. Everyone's got one and some of them stink." I'll just leave that one right there. Teehee!

- trust your gut and stand your ground.

- respect personal space and the privacy of others (this one is more of an *ahem*)

Most of this (and more) occurred in the chat. 

 

It's been a good week, educational, odd, fruitful. Sidenote, I'm like super excited because I've gotten to talk to a few people whose blogs I follow religiously, and I geeked a little bit. May sound silly, but to read someone's words all the time and then have that energy directed at you? Awesome.😊

 

Much love, and keep it kinky 😉

🌹SSK

 

 

5 days ago. Fri 18 Jan 2019 07:25:13 PM IST

Only in this beautiful place can I approach a complete stranger and tell them I decided we should be friends (which I have done quite a few times teehee). 

 

Enjoy the ride, the scenery can be breathtaking 😘

 

🌹SSK

6 days ago. Fri 18 Jan 2019 02:07:52 AM IST

I want to take the time to tell you all a story. So I have multiple Moms, and no, I'm not adopted (legally) or have same sex parents. I have my Mom, my Italian Mama, and then I have my Mama Kitty. The latter of these Mama's came right when I needed her.


In the not so distant past, this kitten was very lost. I was so naive in the ways of this world and understanding what was abuse vs acceptable behavior. I was very breakable and that is sadly exactly what happened. I hit what I thought at the time to be a new low. I felt isolated and alone, without real support from someone who understood my journey.

Then I reached out to the community. Didn't expect anything but threw my flag up and hoped someone would see. A lot of folks responded but one in particular stood out with her raw sincerity. Morley.

What started as submissive solidarity has become so much more. This woman has become a Mama to me and i love her to pieces.

A lot of you out there know her, but not like I know her. She and I have been through some serious shit together and still managed to come out smelling like roses. She helped me through the darkest parts of my journey and i have tried to help her through hers. She knows me and I know her and its amazing. So why the random shout out? Because here recently, I have come to understand that life while tricky, is a beautiful thing and its important to make sure that those people in your life who you love and who love you know it.

So this one's for you Morley, you crazy wonderful woman!

 

 

 

🌹SSK

1 week ago. Thu 17 Jan 2019 05:37:17 AM IST

I have decided that it's time to accept that I am not who I used to be. I am much MUCH stronger. 

I am no longer ashamed to say that this is my world and I love it. 

 

So, I step into the light. Yes, that girl in the picture is me. 

 

🌹SSK

1 week ago. Tue 15 Jan 2019 01:09:05 AM IST

Tonight I got angry. A kind of angry that causes people to make rash decisions. My fight or flight kicked in, and I was ready to put everything in my rearview. Anxiety and depression suck. I have these moments where I stopped and I think I'm not worthy of any of this, and that I'm better off just receding into my boring life. At least I'm to the point now that I can recognize it, so instead of wallowing I went to the gym and I ran and ran and ran until my legs felt like jelly and my lungs were going to explode. Which ironically took longer than normal this time as I am now a non-smoker.

I still feel like I want to throw up and I'm not really sure where that's coming from, but it beats the hell out of wanting to disappear. 

SSK