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What am I doing wrong?

Why can't I find a Dom?
3 days ago. Mon 21 Jan 2019 09:52:15 AM IST

I dont want to fall for any tom dick or harry... I just wonder if he is out there. Maybe he cant find me... 

Maybe the darkness is getting in the way. Maybe all the wrong ones were getting in the way of him finding me. 

I just want him the one i am meant to be with. Is he out there?... 

Maybe there is a brick wall that he is fighting through to get to the other side. Maybe i should help. If i only new who he was... 

3 days ago. Mon 21 Jan 2019 02:51:14 AM IST

I open the door... I look in the mirror im waiting patiently for the man that attracts my heart. I will know. I will feel my heart beating fast out of my chest. I will feel butterflies because this person is so intense and it has me intrigued and scared at the same time. I look in the mirror and wonder when he is going to come i fix myself up so when he does show up ill be ready. Is anybody really ready? 

3 days ago. Mon 21 Jan 2019 12:04:01 AM IST

I recently was talking to a human being and I realized i let my guard down way to fast. Even though i would be a persons submissive does not mean that i have to love you in a day. I think of myself as a kind and nice person and i would be devoted to you but I feel you have to earn it. I have one heart and its gotten torn and battered and hurt and when the time is right i will give my everything. My heart my soul my body.  

1 week ago. Fri 11 Jan 2019 11:29:35 PM IST

As i am starting my journey with my sexuality i am trying to prepare myelf mentally emotionally and physically. I sit in my pretty chair legs crossed and wonder hmmm what is in store for me now. People fall in love with my mind im just waiting for my heart. I am wearing something sexy and lacy. Still sitting in my pretty chair waiting for my next assisgnment. I get up and look in the mirror and think hmmm i can defiantly get used to this. 

 

2 weeks ago. Thu 10 Jan 2019 03:08:24 AM IST

I need someone that is gentle sweet kind and controlling. I understand that is a dialectic but that is what i want. I want someone that can take care of me i am well aware i can take care of myself but i want someone that i can please. 

That is intelligent. I am fairly intelligent. I want someone i get knots in my stomach just by talking to him. I want a dom. 

 

3 weeks ago. Wed 02 Jan 2019 01:40:25 AM IST

I sit and wonder how long have i been so innocent. How long have i craved for sensuality. All of my sexual senses have opened up i wait for the right person. As i wait my senses heighten. I am so amazed that i still have them. As i get older i thought they went away. Just by words i can be seduced. I wait patiently but try not to seem eager... 

I just feel all of me waiting and feeling the most joy i cant even imagine. 

3 weeks ago. Sun 30 Dec 2018 09:56:17 PM IST

I have the mind of a genious sharp and intense. I'm a fast learner. My mind can make you release just by my words. But people only see the face. look past that and see the person I am and what I am able to do. I sit and cry and look down because I could be the one for you. I have a great personality and I'm loving. I look young but I feel old. I've experienced alot. So if you can look past the face and look at me within It could be unimaginable. 

3 weeks ago. Sun 30 Dec 2018 09:43:04 PM IST

Hello I'm doing the very best I can do is learning and my mind is very sharp. I'm looking for a Dom... Maybe I just need to be patient. Patients is very hard for me... What am I doing wrong . Can someone give me some tips?