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A new year, a new me.

I'm learning what it means for me to be intrigued by this aspect of life, I will be adding updates regularly with fantasies as well.
1 week ago. Sat 12 Jan 2019 11:17:05 PM IST

Daddy sits on the chair with his Kitten in his lap, softly brushing her hair with a hand covered in calluses from years of hard work. Ginny sighs and nuzzles into him getting comfortable. “I love the ears and tail, Daddy. Thank you.” she whispers against his neck. Breathing in deep she can smell the one and only the smell that drives her crazy and calms her all in one, her Daddy.


Wiggling her butt in her Daddy's lap, Ginny giggles at the playfulness of the black and white fluffy tail, with a small moan when the butt plug settles in a little deeper, arching into her Daddy's side Ginny let's out a lower deeper moan.


“oh Daddy this feels so good. Mmmmmm.” Daddy looks down at her with a wicked grin on his face, “you think it feels good Kitten? Get on your hands and knees for me.” Ginny quickly gets on her hands and knees on the large chaise style chair and groans as the butt plug feels even more snug than before. Running his hand down her back, Daddy pushes down along the lower portion of her back, Ginny arches and bites her lip quickly before a squeal can emerge from her swollen kissed lips.


Daddy pets his kitten like this for a few moments longer, pushing down on her lower back each time making Ginny arch her back with her ass up in the air, With Ginny's eyes closed and soft whimpers now coming out of her pouty lips a resounding smack fills the air.


Feeling the wetness between her legs and seeping through her black panties Ginny cries out when Daddy slaps the under thigh portion of her right ass cheek. Daddy rubs it softly and them begins alternating between cheeks and thighs with smart, firm smacks. With each slap, Ginny finds herself kneeling closer to the chair on her arms. Head tilted to the left she watches Daddy from the corner of her eyes as he slaps and smacks each cheek making it feel as if the butt plug goes deeper each time.


Ginny is no longer holding in the gasping and panting, as each blow strikes a louder cry escapes and her skin feels deliciously warm. “Daddy, mm yes!” Ginny begins to feel her body entering that delicious stage where Daddy spanks her and she's not sure if it's the pleasure or the endorphins from the smacks making her pussy weep with her juices.


Daddy starts to slow down the slaps and begins to rub her beautiful red ass slowly. Leaning over her runs his tongue along the side of one asscheek, grinning wide he can see how wet Ginny is and how ready she is for him now. Pulling the panties away from her red skin, he pulls the tail out of them, but leaves the plug inserted into Ginny. Seeing her wiggle and move on the chair with the movement of the butt plug, Daddy slides his fingers through her dripping wet sex. Pulling her closer to the edge of the chaise chair, he gets down on his knees and swipes his tongue through Ginny’s juices, lapping them up.


Ginny begins to whimper and moan louder when she feels Daddy lapping her juices up with his hot talented tongue. Hearing a slight rustling noise she knows not to move. When she feels Daddy grasp her hip with one hand and move the tail so the fluffy part is against her back she groans, mmmmm. Both hands on her hips now she can feel Daddy's cock at her pussy, with a sigh she feels him slam home, crying out at the pressure of the butt plug and Daddy's hard cock slamming into her. “Yes, Daddy!”


Digging her hands into the cushions on the chair, Ginny moves along with Daddy feeling him begin to pound harder into her, “Who's my naughty kitten?” “Me Daddy, oooh I am, ahhhh!” Ginny cries out for him.


With the way the butt plug fills her ass completely and Daddy's cock pushing in so hard and deep, Ginny feels her legs begin to shake and her pants are coming so fast now. “oooh Daddy, yes. That feels so good, I've been such a naughty kitten.”


Daddy reaches down and pulls Ginny by her hair, arching her back a bit more making it so his cock fills her completely, looking down at his gorgeous kitten twitching and moaning he knows she's close to cumming, but won't until he tells her she can. Pushing and slamming back in he takes his left hand and finds her clit, pushing hard on it, pinching it, he can see Ginny begin to shake even harder.


“What do you need Kitten, what does my Princess want Daddy to do?” He says deep near her ear as he slides in and out of her soaking wet pussy.


“Please Daddy let me cum, please. I need you to cum inside me, fill me up, make me your little kitten slut.”


With a growling low voice, Daddy tells her, “Cum Kitten, cum for your Daddy, NOW!” with a roar he slams into her one last time as he feels Ginny explode around him.


“ Yesssssss, Daddy, Yessss!” Ginny screams as her swollen pussy drains his cock.


Daddy reaches over and gently pulls the tail out of his kittens beautifully plump and red ass, with a sigh she collapsed onto her stomach in the chair. “Thank you Daddy,” Ginny murmurs from being faced down in the chair. Daddy reaches over and grabs a damp towel and begins to clean off his Kitten.


“You deserved it, Kitten, now just lie there so Daddy can clean you up.”

 

 

1 week ago. Sat 12 Jan 2019 10:12:50 AM IST

When you start talking to someone via email, chat or text, you automatically begin to perceive this ideal voice in your head of them. You imagine what it would sound like if their words were being spoke aloud.

 

What happens next when you break all rules and engage in actual conversation over the phone? What is your first reaction to the way they speak, enunciate, pronounce words, the inflection in their voice? 

 

Does the voice on the other end of the connection live up to the hype you've created in your mind? Do they exceed expectations?

 

Now that you're having a more personable conversation with this person, I truly believe that you can tell a lot about a person in the way they speak to you, does the voice change your opinion of the person?

 

Do you have lulls in the conversation or can you talk to the other person for hours at a time? Is their laughter and seriousness? Are you learning more about the person(s) You're talking to? 

 

I love a man's voice when he's talking low and slow, especially if he's almost asleep. That to me is the true voice. I enjoy talking on the phone, I want to hear the laughter, I want to hear the inflection in your voice. 

 

When you become so intune to that voice does a simple whispered sentence make everything change? Will a look with a cue word make you go crazy with whatever emotion is tied to that cue? 

 

 

 

 

2 weeks ago. Thu 10 Jan 2019 09:01:14 AM IST

Ginny has been a good girl lately, she does her tasks on time for Daddy and hasn't been naughty all week. Daddy told her if she could behave all week she'd have a reward for play time. Oh, she cannot wait until playtime!


Hurrying through the last bit of her tasks left over, Ginny grabs the broom, turns the dial up on the music and dances the kitchen as she's sweeping the floor. Dancing around the broomstick Ginny shakes her ass like a kitty and bends down to sweep up the dustpan. Giggling to herself she sings the songs as she dumps the dirt into trash. As she puts the broom and dustpan away, she dances and skips back to the kitchen to finish that mornings dishes.


Ginny has been making Daddy his meals and it's a good thing she loves to cook, because Daddy has an appetite! Washing the dishes and drying them, she puts them away in the cupboard. “Remember Princess, if we wash, dry and put away all at once we save time!, Ginny giggles under her breath sounding like Daddy. Swishing her ass back and forth she's trying to put the last first away and she just can't reach.


Feeling something warm against her black boy shorts with a pink heart on the ass and a breath against her neck she freezes.


“What were you saying just now, Princess?,” He whispers against her skin as he brushes his large hand over her semi bare ass cheeks. Ginny’s face crinkles in a sudden giggle fit before she can stop herself.


A resounding slap echoes through the kitchen as Daddy's hand makes contact with her ass. “Sorry, Daddy! I was only saying what You reminded me of on best practice for clean kitchen.” Ginny doesn't move a muscle and her arm is starting to shake holding the dish above her head, all of the practice Daddy has been teaching her is the only reason she didn't jump or drop the dish.


Daddy stands close to her and rubs her ass where he left a gorgeous pink hand print. “Princess, do you need help with that dish?” Nodding slowly as Ginny bites her lower lip, “Yes, Daddy, I can't seem to reach this part of the cupboard and it's the last of my tasks to be completed.” Gently reaching an arm around her body, cupping her hip with one hand, Daddy takes the dish and slides it into the cupboard. Bringing both hands to Ginny’s hips Daddy steps away for a moment.


“Princess, come here.”, says Daddy. Turning around Ginny's face begins to flush, on her tank top is a kitty cut out showcasing her breasts and cleavage. Looking down Daddy notices that her boy shorts match the top and he smiles softly. “Princess, are you in your kitty mood today, is this why you laughed when Daddy asked a question?” Smiling back at Daddy grins, “Yes, Daddy. I've been happy all day. I've finished all my tasks and I haven't been naughty all week! That means i get my reward at playtime.”


Daddy knows just exactly what she is talking about and nods, “That's right, I have your present in the bedroom on the bed. Why don't we go look?”


Daddy and Ginny go back to the other side of the house where a spacious master bedroom is located with a massive four poster king sized bed dominates one portion of the room. On the bed is a white box with a purple ribbon bow, his Princess’ favorite color.


With an excited squeal Ginny dances over to the bed and opens up the white box careful not to damage the purple ribbon bow. Folding back the tissue paper, Ginny let's out a small gasp of delight and looks over her shoulder at Daddy, “Ooooh it's gorgeous!” Turning back to the box, Ginny carefully pulls out a black and white faux fur kitty/fox tail with a shiny metal butt plug attached. Setting it on the bed she reaches in and grabs the matching ears and little black ribbon color with a silver bell in the middle. Turning around to Daddy she jumps up and kisses him soundly on the mouth. “Thank you, Daddy!!! Now I can be a kitty for you!”


Daddy looks at her with calculated look in his eyes, “Let's see if we can have you put the tail in for Daddy, Kitty.” Walking over to the bed, Daddy takes the shiny metal butt plug and puts a small amount of lube onto it for his Kitty. “Come over here and bend over Kitty.” once Ginny has bent over the edge of the bed with her torso straight and flat on the bed, Daddy grabs her cute heart printed panties and slides them down slowly. Taking some of the lube from the container, he puts some on his hand and begins to rub it around her ass, watching Ginny squirm slightly he takes the new tail and tells her, “Deep Breath, Kitty we're gonna slide it in on 3. 1. 2. 3” With that he slides the butt plug into his gorgeous Ginny's ass watching it encase the butt plug beautifully. Running his hands around her asscheeks he asks, “How does it feel Kitty?”


Ginny is loving the small amount of pain that came with the metal plug being inserted and as she feels her muscles adjusting she grins, “Oooh Daddy! When I stand up can we put the ears and choker on so I can be your Kitty for awhile? It feels so good.”


With a nod, Daddy grabs the ears and choker, “Stand up Kitty.” he slides her boy shorts up over her ass and pulls the tail out through the small hole in the back of the panties. Knowing that standing up will cause Ginny a whole new set of sensations he grins.


Ginny stands up and moans low with a sudden purr at the end, “ hmmmm Daddy that's yummy.” Daddy leans over and puts on her ears fluffing her hair around the headband, he reaches around and puts the choker on bell in front. “Beautiful as always my Princess” kissing the top other nose.


“Let's go cuddle on the big comfy chair in front of the fireplace Kitten.” he tells her as he walks out of the room. Ginny follows slowly getting adjusted to walking with her tail, small moans echo down the hallway as she follows Daddy.


Oooh what a good girl she's been to deserve a new toy and ears!

 


To be continued...

2 weeks ago. Wed 09 Jan 2019 11:56:27 PM IST

Musings of a silly minded sub.


So today i have been in a super playful mood. Partly because I quit my current job and start a new one on Monday, partly because I wanna be silly.


I miss nuzzling the inside of a mans neck. I miss the smell and warmth ( I'm always cold ). I wanna nip and play. I want cuddles and pets.


I want and miss being with someone so bad, I'm tired of being messaged by the instadoms not knowing what this truly means to me. Eventually I will find my Daddy and he'll love that I wanna snuggle/nuzzle/sit in his lap and nip and play.


Someday. I'll be a happy sub. Someday.

 

2 weeks ago. Sun 06 Jan 2019 12:35:04 AM IST

When I sit down to type this out my brain is going a mile a minute and I hope the articulation is where I need it to be.


I know I am submissive, I know that I want the closeness that this lifestyle could bring to my life. Having your stomach plummet to the ground when your anxiety hits full force is an eye opener. I am chubby, I have a tummy, a big ass, and I am working on my self image and losing weight to be healthier.


What I need and what I crave my Daddy/Dom to be…. A great Dr said that this should be like visualizing my Christmas list, imagine all the things in different boxes. Ok well I paraphrased that. Still a great way to visualize something.


Daddy -

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I am looking for a Daddy who will help guide me, give encouragement when I'm having a low day, praise when I've done the right thing and accomplished a hard goal or task.

I want to be able to reach out to my Daddy during the day to chat, see how His day went. I just want the connection and to be able to talk. This means on the phone as well, I feel you can tell a lot about a person in the way they speak and handle themselves.


I want to have rules set up, tasks if you will. Make me realize what it is that you want out of my being your Baby Girl.


I need to know if I am doing something to upset you, so I can fix it and not do that again. Thus, communication is a necessity. I want to learn about you, your life, your dreams and accomplishments. I do enjoy the roleplay and being playful aspect of online D/s, but it has to be more than that too.

 

Dom-


To me this means a stricter aspect, when I misbehave or am naughty, then the Dom side comes out to remind me of who and what I am, your submissive. This means yes, I will follow through with punishments that are set up for me. I will follow rules that we've agreed upon.


The play time as a Dom/sub is existentially different than Daddy/baby girl time. I understand that and it makes me excited to learn more.


I need to be encouraged to be the sub that you need in your life as well. Show me, teach me, let me learn about your needs, desires, wishes so that while I am learning, I am being also being consistent and more careful. This isn't a game to me. I want to submit.


I've always been intrigued and need to understand more on what it means to be claimed as yours and what it means to be collared. It's hard to say what I mean when I imagine being collared, I think it best if I come back to these at a later date, once I've found the person who will make me theirs.


I've come to realize there are more tangents and facets to this than ever thought before. This is why I'm learning. I want to learn more about myself and what it is I want and need and what else is out there.


Interests -


I think this could be a good place to add some of the things I know I like and what I want to try.


Spankings - Yes as punishment and play,  again I have a large bum and I enjoy having it spanked.


Biting - I enjoy being bitten, not drawing blood, but marks, welts, small bruises turn me on. The sting and awareness being brought to that one spot is exhilarating.

I also enjoy biting, it's the sensation of the flesh squishing that I enjoy.


Being tied up is one of the most amazing, sensual, and heart-racing feeling for me. The knowledge I trust you enough to the me up and do whatever Daddy/Dom wishes to me makes me shake writing this.


Rough play, this is one I'm still learning and exploring my brain on. I know that I enjoy being choked while being fucked senseless. Again trust comes into this.


Blindfolded - well that's just yummy. Sense deprivation I guess would be a big part of this. Knowing Daddy/Dom is nearby, but unable to see him is something that amazes me when the other senses are heightened.


Wax/Ice (temp play) - this is something I am into as well. It's delicious what your skin feels when temps are messed with.


I am sure there are numerous others I haven't mentioned, but again I'm learning. I'm willing to try most things within reason and consideration to both parties knowledge of want the play would entail.

 

Thanks for reading. I know I will eventually find the one who will make me feel whole and complete as a submissive.

 

3 weeks ago. Wed 02 Jan 2019 03:09:44 AM IST

I have this fantasy and it is work related.


I get a text message to meet Daddy at my jeep on lunch. I go down to my jeep and He's there waiting for me, walks over to me, pushing my back against the door, hand around my throat slightly squeezing, I try not to look into Daddy's face as he asks me, " have you been a good girl or naughty girl " gulping deep and letting my head nod. I whisper, “naughty”. Knowing I've been thinking of Daddy all day, my panties are wet and I gasp when he curls his right hand into my ponytail, pulling my head back to look into his face. He leans down and bites my lower lip as it starts to tremble. “Mmm Daddy is gonna have to teach you to be good when you get home”, biting my neck hard enough to leave teeth marks, Daddy kisses me rough.


Daddy has my ponytail still in his right hand, while he's kissing me and biting my neck, he runs his left hand down my chest, pinching my right nipple, sliding further where he slides his hand between us and roughly squeezes my throbbing pussy through my leggings. With the knowledge Daddy won't hurt me or disgrace me at work,this makes me moan out loud and gasp, breath coming a bit faster as my heart begins to race.


My thighs are shaking, Daddy hears me moan and pulls harder on my ponytail, sliding his hand up a little he slides his hand down my leggings and grins when he can feel how wet I am. Bringing his middle finger up to my mouth, his deep voice commands me to, “taste it.” Sucking his finger into my mouth, I swirl my tongue around him and nip the tip of his finger as he pulls it back out. That makes a gleam appear in Daddy's eyes. “Cocky or brave because you're at work, Princess?”


Looking at Daddy, i know i will be paying for that sassy trick later, “I'm sorry Daddy. I'm trying to be good, but I need you.” I whisper with half hooded eyes. Daddy smiles with that gleam in his eye, bringing my mouth to his he crushes me in a kiss. Lessening the grip on my pony tail, the alarm on his phone starts going off, “Looks like it is time for you to return to work Princess. Do you have the panties on I told you to wear today?”


Nodding slowly I reply, “Yes Daddy.” His grin grows as he quickly winks at me. “Off you go then”, as he steps back I can only begin to imagine what is going on. “Yes Daddy.” As I turn to walk away, Daddy slaps my ass and says, “I'm off work the rest of the afternoon, I'll be here when you get off work. I will follow you home tonight, do try to behave yourself.”


As I'm walking back into the building I feel an incredible sensation that almost buckles my knees. Gasping out loud as a bright red flush creeps up over my chest and into my cheeks.


Turning to look at Daddy he shows me in his hand a small remote. “Oooh”, groaning now I know why Daddy is staying in my jeep. That remote will reach through the window in front of my jeep. Where my desk is located. This is going to be a long 3 hours

3 weeks ago. Tue 01 Jan 2019 09:47:49 PM IST

Where do you even start when writing these?


I enjoy quiet evenings: reading, writing, coloring, playing video games. I also enjoy going out and having fun.


I love to cook, bake, be crafty.


I enjoy talking and getting to know someone. I'm a people watcher and an empath, so my emotions can be quite profound sometimes.


I have learned more about myself in the last 6 months than I knew in the last decade. Amazing what freedom from abuse will do to open your eyes.


I'm wanting to learn what it means to submit a part of myself to someone with the knowledge I won't be hurt in the process. There's a thinly veiled line between pleasure and pain, and painful pleasure.


I know I like some things, willing to try others and some are a definite hard pass.


I'll be posting more as I grow and become the submissive I know I can and willingly want to be.


Patience and a kind words don't hurt a girls ego, lol.