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4 years ago. December 29, 2019 at 11:00 PM

Okay, I am writing this blog post on a whim, so it may not be as well put together as some of my other ones... but I simply needed to get this out. 

 

I spent quite a long time positively loathing myself, in every way. Mirrors had to be removed or covered, I would rarely speak to avoid hearing my own voice, and every moment trapped inside my own head was pure torture. I hated the way I looked, the way I talked, the way I thought. I hated existing. Fortunately, through years and years of therapy, various mental facilities, medication, and a truly miraculous support system of people close to me, I am not that girl anymore. I have my moments of insecurity, but I love who I am. I love the way I look, sound, think. I think quite highly of myself. 

 

All of this being said, I know that to some, perhaps even to many, I am appealing. I am someone people come to want, for a variety of things I am sure. As such, I tend to get a slew of messages in my inbox soliciting me for a variety of things. Therefore, to make things easier on myself, and on those who want to get in touch with me, I want to provide some insight as to what will catch my eye, and what will turn my head. 

 

If I receive a message, and it's all lowercase, and the sentences aren't complete and it just sounds like a child wrote it... I will not respond. I will immediately delete your message and there is a 50/50 chance I will block you outright. I am looking for a Daddy, and my Daddy must be mature, elegant, present himself with authority. I do not want a boy. I want a man. 

 

I you send me something vulgar, demanding sex, telling me in explicit details what you wish you could do to me, please just don't. I don't know your name or what you look like and all that happens is you look like a total creep. That is an automatic block. 

 

As for inquiring about being my Dom, or propositioning me, I am open to being pursued. But I get so many messages saying "I want to be your Dom", "I think we could be compatible", "Message me if you're interested". They all end up blurring together, and in the end they mean nothing. Sometimes, if I have the time and I am particularly bored or lonely, I will sift through them, but I rarely do. Nothing catches my eye, and so my first impression with you is just boredom, blandness. Never a good thing. 

 

If you want to catch my eye, send me something lengthy, show that you did a bit of searching, that you are making an effort. If you don't, why would I? Make your intentions clear, say something interesting, give me a starting point to get to know you, etc. I prefer long messages with information and questions and flattery. Right now, you exist only as words on a screen, as I exist to you. Don't you want to make sure they are good words?

 

And lastly, I like to feel wanted. I want to feel cherished. Perhaps this makes me vain, but I have been called worse. I want to be wooed, courted. I want to know, without ever having to doubt, that I am desired in all of the ways. So, as incentive, or a reminder, or whatever you want to call it, this is me, right now, moments before typing this post. Am I good enough?

 


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