I'd like to meet in person with people if possible. I dont mind connections online and chatting but it's just not the same as in person interactions... if anyone is interested let's chat first. Get to know me a little and maybe we can meet up for food or somthing lol iono... I just need to meet others from the lifestyle in person...
I believe iv found out somthing new about myself! It feels different but I for some reason enjoy it. When I looked into it the word I found was an exhibitionist... I think i really enjoy showing some things off... haha iv always hated pictures and haven't been too photogenic, but when I dont have to have my face in the picture.. it's a different story haha learning news things about myself daily :P I like it.
I decided against staying in today. It was a good choice. Granted it felt a little off (couples everywhere of course) haha but I went to my favorite sushi place. I thought at first it would be awkward going out to eat alone today. Yes, it sort of was haha but it was nice as well. Felt good for myself, Valentine's day is a special day to me. So, single or not today, love one another, and love yourself. :)
"I love myself. The quietest. Simplest. Most powerful. Revolution. Ever."
Hope everyone has a wonderful day. Happy Valentine's day.
Tomorrow is a day that means a lot to me. But for so long now it's just been the same as any other day. I hope everyone in every kind of relationship has the best Valentine's day yet. Cant wait till I can celebrate a Valentine's day again.
Since iv been getting back to this iv noticed somthing I'm not too fond of... "fin-doms" have been hitting me up... never heard of it. the sound of it is wierd to me. I'm not one to judge anyone for what they like, not in the slightest... but I want a connection, i want to show you that you're my all. I want you to want me for me not for some financial tribute... competing with other pets with those tributes for in person visitations... that sounds wrong to me. I want a personal connection, a family. Not a competition...
I thought getting back into the mindset would be difficult. I had not had the need to feel this way for years now. As i eased into it these last couple weeks I know for sure iv missed this feeling. The want and desire to give my all feels great! now I just play the waiting game! im excited!
Cant wait to see how things go here. Iv been without a collar for too long and I'm ready to earn one again! :)