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The wolf no longer howls at the moon, It no longer rises or falls for him.

Now all the old ones are just cobwebs, and the new ones are spiders trying to take them down.
2 months ago. November 24, 2022 at 1:23 PM

I think I've realized it now, why my heart aches for you,

It isn't missing in its entirety,

Its turmoil at the fact it wasn't wanted,

That you used my time wantonly,

You either gave me little lies that piled up,

Or didn't care to say the truth,

I was naught but a soft place till you healed,

So, you could run to green pastors,

I was kind, to kind, allowed too much,

I watched you knowing deep down,

That you did not feel the same as I,

But a voice soft, but strong,

Continued to say, "please be wrong",

You had everything I've ever wanted,

Packed so tightly in your soul,

I saw it through eyes that put me in awe,

In that awe, I said to myself I would give everything,

Not knowing that you had nothing for me in return,

I sit wondering where I went wrong,

When did you decide this,

Or was it from the beginning?

So many unanswered questions now carved,

Knifed into my very core,

Why wasn't I enough?

Why didn't you love me in the same way that I loved you?

I had to understand that rose colored glasses,

When worn to long, they make you believe it's real,

Even though I ended it, it hurt me...more

Then I think, that it ever hurt you,

Even now I feel like I'm pulling shrapnel out of my heart,

Every pair of green eyes,

Or red hair....

The talk of children,

Or even the future,

Makes me think of countless nights with you.

Those memories once were my home,

Now I drive by, see the lights on,

And I put another pile of dirt on that grave.

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