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I read, I learn, I think, I blog? Never read a blog before this community, never shared with others, kept it to myself.. Never been a joiner, kept to myself.....triumphs, shame, battles, all of it. Seems like the right thing to do at the moment....
4 years ago. February 18, 2020 at 6:44 AM

It’s been a hot minute since I’ve been on here, haven’t had a whole lot of time. I bought a business over the summer and I’ve been struggling to get it back on track from where it was.

Spoke with many people on here and I feel like it really is finding a needle in a haystack and it takes a lot of time and effort which I don’t have right now, so I took a step back.

I thought about giving up the idea of this lifestyle, asked myself if I really needed it, the answer is I’m not sure but I think it is yes.

I have someone that I met almost 2 years ago on a wild work crazy weekend, and he wants to pursue something and I suspect he is a dominant who has not yet quite discovered himself.  So we are going to meet again and figure out what our next move was going to be. 

The sex has always been great, as after that one wild night, we met up again a month later. I haven’t seen him in 18 months but here we are still talking. He wants to pursue a relationship, and I think it could be multifaceted, which thrills me.

He is so many of the things that I look for in a man, kind, intelligent, flirty, has that wild streak. I think he could actually be the perfect mate for me. I suppose I have to ride this one out to see where it goes...

venia​(sub female){notlooking} - I hope things go well for you. 💜
4 years ago
SirsSunrise​(sub female) - Well, it’s didn’t pan out. Met up and I’m not as interested as I thought I was in him LOL. But we’re still friends
4 years ago

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