Since walking away for the wife I've rented house after house, this way I could have a place my imps (children) to call home when they came to stay with me. Simple fact though, it was just a house to me. Without my imps there, it was four walls, a bed, and a safe place for my PC. I can't cook for 1, I don't use lights due to my eyes being sensitive to the bulbs and I see just fine in the dark. However I don't see details like: dirt, dust, the pictures in a frame so I don't have any, rarely cleaned or needed to clean seeing as I basically lived in 1 or 2 rooms while the rest of the house was just about convenience.
Then ^AngelBunny^ happened... it's hard to believe our 1yr anniversary from the time we met here in Cage, was yesterday. When she started to come visit me she had this nasty habit of... turning on the lights. 😪 Not just turning them on but leaving them on for more than five minutes. I hadn't realized the 1/2 thick dust cover on 90% of everything in my livingroom (slightly exaggerated but still). She asked the obvious questions because while dust covered it was organized as it should be... I live like a blind man, memorizing everything's location so I can come and go with confidence... "don't you ever clean?"
"Never see it, therefore it didn't exist."
*Sigh, chuckle, shakes her head.*
Next time she visits its clean. lol
Slowly but surely she would ask about this or that, why, why, why, like a 2yr old discovering the world. My answers were logical, practical, and in time as we developed she'd ask about possibly changing this or that. My answer my always the same:
"This is just a house, but if you wish to make it a home then you are welcome to it."
My electric bill doubled in her first month of staying with me and things started getting mysterious around the house. My remotes were moved, clothes that I wash when the basket was full... never seemed to reach the top. Soap, shampoo toiletries all seemd to multiply or dissapear till I had to stop her and be like...
"Slow the fuck down, slave."😂 "I cant memorize shit that fast"
It was like scolding my eldest daughter... you'd think the sun shine was just blown over with a thunder storm..
"But you said..."
"I did and I don't mind but please... slow down. I don't handle a lot of change, well. Give me time to adjust."
The first time I had an eye flare that basically leaves me in a very painful blindness, she understood as I walked through the house, using mental guides and physical touch.
Now changes have come slower, but steady and one day not long back I looked around and realized why I felt that warm fuzzy when sitting in the livingroom now... my house... it'd become a home. Everywhere I look, I see my Slaves touch... how she integrated her likes with mine. Adjusting fey or dragon what-nots that my imps had bought me over the years, introducing her own touches. Moving her in slowly, my stuff reduced as hers was usually better quality and blended better to home.
This weekend was a mix of events... all of which, she does great with, if ya give her time to prepare for it. My youngest son graduated high school, my parents came into town, and my youngest daughter who is one year from graduating from the university came to spend time with us. During this visit we find out that she's been couch hopping due to losing her room at her mom's, the university doesn't permit summer time dorm life and when she leaves, Bunny looks at me:
"She can have my room. I'll figure out something else for an office space."
"Wait... what?" I respond a little confused
"Your daughter. She can have my room."
"She doesn't need the room, love. She can sleep on the lounge or couch if she likes. You need your office and she'll rarely actually be here." She likes to go go go, so to me it was a silly notion but.. wow.. she was willing to give up her room for my daughter... wtf..🥰😍🥰
"No master. She needs a place to call home. I want her to have that, even if it cost me my room."
Most doms will probably understand this reaction... insta-hard. Craving, desires, the need to claim and mark her... I had gotten so use to living in a house, I forgot how much I loved living in a home and my Slave has done just that. She's made my house into our home. She's nearly adopted all my imps in her heart and they love her right back. My girls have taught her how to do makeup styles, pick back at me, and it's like watching my family live... at home.
Things I thought I lost forever, have slowly found their way back. So for all you sensi, mushy, oshi goshi woman out there... especially my ^AngelBunny^, thank you for being you. I may not understand all that shit, but it definitely brings a different kind of happy to a monster like me.