I maybe wrong or slightly misguided in the way I'm putting this across but I'll say it how it sounds in my head. And if it offends some I apologize now not my intention. So far with subs that have shown interest in myself I've given them truth and they've either made up a story or such one question is it insecurity that gives them flight or what? I don't believe in lying to potential partners that's why I'm the way I am.
Now a little honesty if a female goes dark on me for no reason I'm kind of hurt by it after all being a Dom doesn't mean I have no feelings because I do. With me I bounce back quickly I say in my head well fuck it I'll not chase after its not me to do so am I going to start slating the person no because that would mean my perceived slight mattered.
That may sound cold but if you know me what my life's been like then you understand my self protection aspect is high the way I see things is you do me wrong I'll drop you faster than light travels and not care. I'm not going to waste my time on what I perceive is a slight.
No idea on why people will string along another or whatever it is. The facts of the matter are if your on this site or one similar then online is good to a degree a few months then well I want the real thing. I get annoyed at being strung along same as everyone else.
So I've been thinking on where my downfall maybe and it might just be my truth that I disclose. So I've decided I'm going to post it if I get what I'm after here.
This is how I'll do it I want messages on this blog page with either of these words (a) Truth. Or (b) Secret.
I'm going to hold off for fourteen days and whichever I get the most of I'm going to do.
Why I'm sick of explaining myself and digitally watch them fuck off its not fair. This way of life holds some very dark corners mine are dark and I'm willing to shine a fucking spot light on it. So another question is, is it my truth or their insecurities and I'll await feedback on this post.
Until then play safe.
J