Imagine being with one person 24 hours each day 7 days each week. 365 days a year. Always together!
i am loved by my Sir and love my Sir with all my heart but again, 24 hours a day 7 days a week with the same person. Then add the D/s dynamic, not just dominance but being a slave.
Slave: a person who is the legal property of another and is forced to obey them.
i have not always been a slave although i have been my Sirs submissive for as long as we have been together.
Our relationship was an example of a 50's style D/s, him being the King of the castle and me being his domestic submissive.
But the dynamics changed for one reason, that reason was the 24/7 dynamic.
10 years ago my Sir decided that he wanted us to work together and i was thrilled. We had moved back to our hometown after living 1200 miles away for 28 years.
Sir and i worked hard at learning a new career and soon his dream came true. We were working together in business and going home to be together each night.
At first i was a partner and took on administrative duties but after struggling with arguments over decisions resigned those duties and bowed to my Sir. I knelt and accepted my collar hoping that by doing that it would bring peace. It did! He was very happy with me and our relationship flourished.
Then i began to struggle. i dont have a social life anymore. Master is reclusive now and does not like social interactions. i have no girlfriends and no coworkers.
Our children and grandchildren are grown, lol. Yes I am old but remember my first born is only 16 years younger than I am. They have busy lives so we see them occasionally but most of my time is spent alone with Sir.
I read, exercise (yuck!), write blogs, watch youtube videos, porn clips, and i found the Cage which Master allows to give me some social interaction.
Now due to His age and health sexual encounters have waned. i have tried to get my mind off of sexual urges with hobbies but I have not been successful. i am an addict.
Sir is sympathetic but tells me its time that i slow down.
Never! Lol!
Is there a point to this blog?
Not really!
i am just venting.
24/7 is different than anything i have ever experienced.
