D Day...
His last day off which translates to his travel day back to work tomorrow...which start his 20 days away from me. It starts the countdown again...
This day is my most dreaded day every month...but it has to come. It is our life...I don’t know if I will ever get use to him leaving...and honestly I don’t want to. I want it to hurt...I want to still cry for him...I want to feel the pain when he is gone...this means that I still am madly in love with him.
I spent the day getting all of the things set up for our new place. Planning the move this weekend...and lunch with a friend. It was good to keep my mind occupied...I only had a brief cry!! I’m looking forward to being busy over the next week as the first 3-4 days are the worst for me.
Here’s hoping that these next 20 days fly by!!! Setting out on a new adventure and a new job!!! Getting our home ready for him!! So excited and nervous (good nervous)!!
Until tomorrow...