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Firecracker Diaries - A combination of stories, random thoughts and an appreciation log of life with Daddy

I'm a owned and collared. The journey I have been on with Daddy is amazing...and only gets better! This is my daily entries of what is going on in my head and stories of all the things I’m learning with Daddy!
4 years ago. April 24, 2019 at 3:45 AM

Lonely bed...

 


I’ve dreaded tonight all day. It’s just not the same without him in the bed.

 


The time I get with him during the night is the most precious to me. Even though we are sleeping...just to be able to roll over and nuzzle him...or feel him softly petting my cheek...feel his breathe on my neck...hold me tight when I have bad dreams...hear sweet words of love.

 


We he has to go...bedtime is most dreaded time of the day. It’s when the truth of is absence is real. No hiding at work...no busying myself with chores, gym or TV. The reality of loneliness sets in and I toss and turn. Can get comfortable...stuff all the pillows around me...cry.

 


I’m so grateful that I can go to him in 3 days. This will be so nice to not have to do 20 days straight. I can go to him on the weekends. We are in the same time zone so I can talk to him before I go to sleep and when I wake up. This is much more manageable than before when I knew I had 19 more nights just like this...now I only have 3.

 


Until tomorrow....

Satindragon{N/A} - I am.so happy that your time apart will.be shorter. 💜hugs💜
4 years ago
Miss Scarlet - The shorter time has to be exciting! I'm excited for you!
4 years ago
Cherry2000​(sub female) - I'm sure he misses you just as much.
4 years ago
Cherry2000​(sub female) - I'm sure he misses you just as much.
4 years ago
ltljoker​(dom male) - I miss you to love. I sprayed cologne on my side of the bed so you wouldn't miss me as bad!!
4 years ago

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