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My Journey Through Life: Vanilla and Non-Vanilla

where I express my thoughts, stories, opinions and more on my journey as being a sub and little will be presented. Most things will be on what I’m experiencing/experienced and if not it will be mention within the post. Thank you for reading~ ❤
4 years ago. October 13, 2019 at 2:46 PM

Hallo Kinky World!!!

 

Let me just say one thing before I get into the actual reason for this post. I LOVE MY HAIR!! Yeah, It may seem like almost all girls like their hair and caring for it. But let me just tell you I’m not that girl. I recently had box braids in for almost 2 months and for me thats unusually. It is because I hate doing things to my hair. I even hate putting a blow-dryer to my head like ughh is me just thinking about it. I just rather rock the natural.


Anyways after having box braids in for a while. I started to hate it. It was too long. It also had curls so it would mess with my ear piercing. So I had to keep it in a bun. But then it was too fucking heavy. Neck pain and headaches people that’s all I can say for that. Last night with the help of my mother and brother. I took out my braids. Omg the hair growth is amazing!! I wish there was a before and after I could show you but yeah I was so happy!!. I couldn’t stop playing with my hair or taking pictures. So something about me… I’m an afro natural type girl. I love the afro look back then and I love the look on meeee. I started this look all because I hated doing my hair. I truly do. Sitting there for hours on end. Then maintaining it. *dramatic eye roll* It wasn’t for me. The past couple of years I cut off my hair all most all of it and start growing it naturally. No hair treatments. Nothing like that. 


Like me just say the afro look became a part of me. What people know and see me as. Even though I love it. It takes me a while to care for it. Like ugh combing it out all the time. Also having to wash it so often. Since I don’t add heat to it. My hair is wet for hours and it causes a lot of shrinkage. I’m like I don’t have to do much let’s go. I know there’s people who is gonna make me care more for my hair its a given fact because the care I have for it is not where it should be. But I have a lot and its thick and I get tired. I do love it at it’s natural healthy state. So I’m willing to do it sometimes just *speaking to future dom* If you want me to keep my hair looking good all the time and you gonna have tasks and rules to make me do it. Just know I’ll be a bit whiny. I hate taking the time to do it but I LOVE HOW IT LOOKS LIKE I’M REALLY DISCO ERA RIGHT NOW. 


Anyways that’s the time I’m spending talking about my hair. Before I actually just turn this into a hair blog. 

 

The next thing I wanted to talk about is based off the title FANTASIES AND STORIES. So you may not know this but I’M A READER. I love doing it I always had. I currently in the middle of a read. I would like to talk about it plus another one. 


In this current read. (I actually read it already I’m rereading it) Its a X reader so you can imagine it as yourself. Let me just tell you I’m (within the story) a 28 year old innocent sex-deprived girl. With a lesbian married couple as best friends. Anyway they attacked me with when was the last time I’ve been laid? In the story I said a year ago and they came at my neck for being a old hag and not getting down and freaky when I could. So behind my back they sign me up for this hook-up website and one of the features is that you can rate someone after the hook up. Obviously ‘The perfect ten’ is the best of the best rated by others. Surprise surprise one of the perfect ten messaged me setting up a date. Let me just tell you it was amazing. Like I felt like he was doing these things to me in real life. Making me not wear panties to the dinner. Touching my body in the elevator. Then taking me hard in sheets. Its more detailed then what I said but I gotta fast forward a bit. 


Okay so next get to the next part. So the next day he rated me 10 stars. After he did that guess who came blowing up my messages. His supposed enemy on the site and the enemy’s best friend. So my best friends also encouraged me to get laid again by these guys. Let me just say WHY DO THEY MAKE ME FEEL THIS WAY IN REAL LIFE. The best friend even had a daddy kink. 


Thats what I had to say so far about that story. These stories I be reading and finding gets crazy. I even read one where my best friend is super smart and he made me a sex doll. Like an actual sex robot. He learns how to pleasure me from Porn like the amount of things you can find on like pornhub is crazy so the things he could do was crazier. I did end up falling for me in the story and he was able to become human. Then the whole self- discovery of him liking guys and becoming bisexual. Its a whole mess. Not like this other story. 


This story hear is a poly relationship well it becomes one anyway and it’s between 8 PEOPLE. 7 guys 1 girl. So theres a lot going on and once again it’s a x-reader. Let me just tell you. In the story I’m a switch so I’m a mommy at times for 2 in the relationship. I’m a little to another 2. A sub for 1-2. They all have their own kinks and things they like. One is into pet play and likes being called pup. One loves having sex outside. So there was a scene where we fucked on the front lawn underneath the moonlight against the cool grass. I can’t really describes the others but this one I have to describe. So since there’s 7 of them. At night my littlespace comes out because she now cant sleep alone so she waits until someone is going to bed to sleep with them. One night while in bed with one of the guys. He tells her a secret kink of his.  He’s into somno. He likes to fuck someone while their sleeping. She give him permission to do just that and couple of days later he’s fingering her in her sleep then fucking her. She woke up moaning and in a orgasm like omg you guys don’t know what that did to me being on the other side of the screen reading it all do down. 


It’s just for some reason the more and more I read about kinky things and smut the more they become a hidden fantasy that I will one day want to try out. Well thats a bit of things I read and about my hair. Like I said the more I read the more things I wanna try out and fantasize. 


Thank you for reading!!


Song of the post: Cat & Dog by TxT



(I’ve tried posting the lyrics but it just wasn’t working out so if you wanna understand the song just click subtitles) 


Hugs and friendly kisses~


Tae❤️


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