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Firecracker Diaries - A combination of stories, random thoughts and an appreciation log of life with Daddy

I'm a owned and collared. The journey I have been on with Daddy is amazing...and only gets better! This is my daily entries of what is going on in my head and stories of all the things I’m learning with Daddy!
4 years ago. October 17, 2019 at 1:46 AM

Magic...

 


Daddy and I played 20 questions of sorts during our drive today...well kind of...I asked questions to keep him alert and he asked some time n return.

 


One of the questions to me was basically “why did I open up to him and become much more adventurous sexually over everyone else?” This question is easy for me...but hard for me to explain.

 


I’ve always been very open with my mind and curious about expanding my sexual experiences...the problem was the teacher. I always had in my head that the person that I open up to sexually needs to be completely trusted and have a bond with. Most of my relationships up until now have broken than trust very quickly and I don’t think my mind would ever let me completely open up to them any longer. They also didn’t invest in me as a person or try to get to know my body.

 


Even though I might have stayed in a relationship for whatever dumb reasons...I did...even shutting my self off intimately...I eventually ended it for my own sanity.

 


I spent the next little section of my life finding my happiness and myself. I dated...but never felt a connection to anyone until I found Master. I was immediately drawn to him...like a moth to a flame...blinded by him. I never had a doubt of being devoted and giving him all of me.

 


Some of this was driven from the fact I learned to listen to myself and do what my heart said...part of it was I truly felt magical when he was around. When we were together for the first time that was all it took to push me over the edge and never want to loose that feeling

 


I told him that I have never doubted his guidance and have always wanted to do more and expand with him because of that magic. Jealousy is not in my nature...but fear is...and the thing I fear most is losing that magic. I never would do anything on my part to cause that magic to go...and would never want him to either. Our magic is amazing and grows daily.. I have never felt anything like I do with him...I never even knew it existed...I never want to let it go...

 


That’s my reason....

 


Until tomorrow...


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