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Thoughts of a sub whose seen too much in her young life.
4 years ago. January 19, 2020 at 11:21 PM

As I sit here with a cake in the oven baking (funfetti of course!) And my kids running around like mad.

 

But anyway as everyone knows I bake when I am upset or lost in thought about something. It's a good way to help with my anxiety (which is at an all time high these past few days). But today baking is bringing me no peace... no joy... Which is sad. I absolutely love baking. Making things for others to enjoy really makes me happy and yet today I can't seem to get out of this dark place. Tomorrow will be better for me. It always is. 

 

I'll be starting a new book tonight and hopefully enjoying some of the cake I am making. But who knows what else. I just can't seem to shake this feeling.

 

My throat is tight and I feel panicky... like something awful is going to happen and I don't like it... hopefully it's just my mind playing tricks on me....

 

As always be kind.

SweetSirRendering​(sub female) - breath now and enjoy your cake and family.

that way you have the strength to face anything coming. we can always count on paradox and change <3. you will have to deal with the currently unknown challenges when they come, deal with them then. as far as the known, do what is in your power to prepare and then eat the cake <3
4 years ago
SweetSirRendering​(sub female) - *breathe
4 years ago
Pandabear​(sub female) - Thank you
4 years ago
Pumpkin29​(sub female){MrWhite} - Big hugs.
Remember that you have 100% success rate for making it through difficult situations so far.
4 years ago
Pandabear​(sub female) - Hugs. Thank you.
4 years ago
bigolebubba​(dom male) - Relax
Breathe
Repeat
4 years ago
Pandabear​(sub female) - Thank you.
4 years ago

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