So I need to make some decisions.... and I'm not totally sure how to do that. There are some aspects I love, some I'm nervous about, and some I'm not sure I'm ready for yet. Both in real life and kink life. Online and offline. Some days I think I have it all figured out and that life's like BAM! Here's a hoard of flying squirrels to disrupt you're life!
some days I feel like I've got all the little bastards and the next day I only got a couple... how do they keep escaping?!
I need things to be easy again... quiet... relaxing... not full of drama! I don't create drama... but here I am stirring the damn pot like it's my job!
Between work, school, this keto diet and taking care of my woofers I don't have a lot of free time. Then I'm adding in kink? For the most part it's online, there's a couple around that I've gone on coffee dates with, but nothing has really clicked with them... online, I feel like I don't give the time and energy I should be, but I feel like I'm already spread thin and it goes round and round like that.
My dad used to tell me "there's no rest for the wicked" (love the song) but who the hell deemed me wicked?! Cause we need to have a chat buddy! Like seriously!
Anyways that's my blurb for tonight! Hope you have a good day or night depending where you are!
