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My journey is a road I travel most of the time with friends by my side. Some days I walk alone, others I hold someone's hand. This is my journey on cage. If you really want to know about me go back 2 years ago to my first blog. Enjoy
3 years ago. May 28, 2020 at 2:53 PM

The news came in while I was standing at my desk. I was getting ready to give my boss some form I had to create for because of the ever changing guidelines from dph. Anyway my phone goes off and I see my brothers name. I smile because out of 7 of us he is the one I am closest to. I open his text and it starts out fine but then as I read on he let's me know hes on his way to the mortuary. My aunt has passed away.
Mind you I am at peace with this because her pain is over. She is free to be the charismatic woman now, not bound by pain and age. Her spirit gets to soar again and be free. What got me was the fact that she was the last living tie to my mom other than my siblings.
This eccentric woman lost her son at a young age, then lost her baby sister, and then her mother. Her son ran away about the age of 14 and never came back. Her sister died almost 20 years ago and her mother shortly after. My aunt never let others get her down. She always found the positive and joy. She was life.
So while I am sad that light has dimmed I am happy that she will be with those she lost again. I know my mom was there with open arms to greet her. I am sad that all of the matriarchs of my family have moved on and I in turn realize that now that role is not only in my sisters hands but mine as well.
Today was difficult but I pray shes flying free and shining bright again. Now on to the real battle to tell my sister.... fingers crossed shes having a semi stable day tomorrow.

Grey Eyes​(sub female){Owned} - My thoughts are with you.
3 years ago
Sir Don​(dom male){Creidsinn } - I am in no way preaching about this
Rev 21 :4
And God shall wipe away all tears from their eyes; and there shall be no more death, neither sorrow, nor crying, neither shall there be any more pain: for the former things are passed away
I think she is now home at peace..
You are in our thoughts
3 years ago
mab{Thiers } - Much love to you and your family.
3 years ago
Dellydoodah​(neither female) - Mary Frys words always brings me comfort I hope it does you and your family too


Do not stand at my grave and weep
I am not there. I do not sleep.
I am a thousand winds that blow.
I am the diamond glints on snow.
I am the sunlight on ripened grain.
I am the gentle autumn rain.
When you awaken in the morning's hush
I am the swift uplifting rush
Of quiet birds in circled flight.
I am the soft stars that shine at night.
Do not stand at my grave and cry;
I am not there. I did not die.
3 years ago
Literate Lycan​(dom male) - My thoughts and prayers to you. 😔🙏🏻
3 years ago
Princess Sparkalina​(sub female) - Thoughts and prayers. Hugs to you
3 years ago

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