So it's been awhile since I wrote something.
Life got crazy. I mean it did for everyone. But I got an extra sprinkle of fun.
At the beginning of the world collapsing from the virus I was promoted while still finishing classes. That was fun, NOT!
since January I have been up and down with "relationships" some ending cause they were not worth my submission and the one good one ended cause I messed up.
I have been living with an asshole abuser who claimed to be a dom but really is not. He used me and threatened me if I tried to move out.
I have finally gotten a backbone, not totally my own as I have opened myself to two amazing people that want me in their life. Though it may be rocky we are working through it.
I can see the light. I am now getting my own place, I am working on me, I am opening myself to... love? I am becoming stronger, tougher and accepting me for me.
The light is shining down and showing me there is an exit from the dark turmoil of this cave that I have been stuck in for far too long.
Thanks for reading 😊
