After all the guests departed sir James took my sir with him to the study for drinks and cigars after we ladies served them and lit the cigars we departed has anyone ever enjoyed the smell of a library with the smell of cigar that room more then any other yelled man cave do not enter without fear of the monster that lives there. it makes me horny every time I smell it. Jane Dena and I went to the living room to wait and do sub talk I say sub talk because it was very different then women talk. This is where I experienced another first Jane asked me point first if I had ever had a women and I realized that I was turned on by the idea, Jane said to just wait and watch for now if I felt like joining that was fine but i did not have to Jane took Dena in her arms and kissed her and I noticed that we girls kissed each other differently then we did men the only way to describe it was gentler slower but also more feeling was behind it the caresses were different to more on the neck back and arms to start more erotic then lustful even as the tension built it was more feminine then with a man I found myself drawn into the dance yes that the word dance of life it was all about creation and life and equality not invade and conquer and dominate and own. When we ad finished it also felt different but also just as satisfying but in a more playful way.
The next morning I woke in bed with Jane Dena was tapping me and saying something about breakfast was ready. I do not know who else I slept with that night and I found I really did not care yes I had become a complete slut all in one night when we got downstairs I found sir James teaching my sir his idea of the perfect omelet. I looked at Dena ans asked did you make all this she laughed and said rule 1 sir James kitchen you clean and put things away in there proper place and nothing else. While Dena was explaining this to me our sirs pulled chairs out to seat us my sir kissed me on top of my head and asked if I slept well I responded yes sir I did but I missed you this morning when I got up well I'm here now so don't worry about a thing. After eating sir James asked Jane if I could be excused from clean-up so he could take us to his office to start I asked if I could clean-up first and was told me no. He brought us to his office and put paperwork in front of us and said before I start teaching you, you and Jenny will have to sign a release form I can not accept your sirs word. And the same goes for your sir.
And I remember his words like told to us yesterday for you to truly understand what your sub feels you must feel it also. You see I know from experience you can read all kinds of books you can even ask your sub to explain what they feel but you must understand from your own experience exactly what you are doing to them that means you must feel every instrument that you use on her it will also teach you control because every time you use it you will remember what it felt like yourself. And then he looked at me and said you will love and appreciate him more for knowing he endured this treatment for you.
Over the next two years with sir James teaching and my sir practice my internal pain at seeing my sir experience what I did just made me grow deeper in love for him and more connected as time went on and it created a bond between us that weathered the bad times every one goes through in a relationship. We lasted 22 years until his death. It was a hart attack and the last words he said to me I love you go to sir James he will help you to survive this and he was gone. And I came here Jane picked me up after the service like sir James his ashes are just waiting for me to join him and together we will face heaven or hell together as it was meant to be.
