Rose's Thorns.

... the more time passes the more masochistic i realise i am. Self destruction mode included. 

It doesn't have to be physical and in my instance often isn't. But the crap you can put yourself through sometimes would give a Dom a run for his money. 

So ... i already know this will backfire and I will likely make it masochistic again but.... 

I want to be happy, for something to be easy and just enjoy life every so often.