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Random thoughts, some insight into my crazy thoughts, how I see life that kind of shit. I am that girl that everyone tells "your so great" who wants to stay friends with but doesn't actually want to put the effort in for. Story of my life.
3 years ago. January 13, 2021 at 5:29 AM

Someone who actually cares, who listens, is supportive, and wants the best for me.  What the hell do I do with that?  That is the thoughts going through my head.  How sad for me that I know how to survive, how to become whatever is needed to.  I don't know what to do with someone who is actually what I need them to be.  Don't get me wrong I am very happy to find someone who can be everything I have needed and wanted I just don't know what to do with it. Still kinda waiting for it to be yanked from me, everytime I find something good it gets taken from me.  

 

I am not going to focus on possibly losing this new thing, I am going to focus on moving forward and being happy. Being happy is something new, I am excited, nervous, but so grateful these people have entered my life. Planning for the future!

 

 

HGB​(sub female){Scottish M} - I waited for the other shoe to drop for a long time. I was so used to it. Hopefully this sticks.
3 years ago
Lion​(dom male){Hazel Eyes} - Take your time and enjoy it, don't spend energy on what if. I had the same thing happen with my beautiful lioness. Question of why does she want me, how long before she leaves, if you keep that mindset it can work against you. Just take it one day at a time, best wishes for you. 😊
3 years ago

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