I went back downstairs and sat on the couch for awhile still wrapped in my blanket.
I thought hard and and could not come up with anything that seemed fitting.
For some reason going up to bed and laying next to him seemed wrong even though he had told me everything was on pause.
I laid on the couch for hours unable to sleep, and worrying about the morning.
I decided I would continue submitting to him even though I had not thought of a punishment.
I took my blanket off and crawled up the stairs to our bedroom and curled up in a ball at the foot of his bed where mine used to be. I put my alarm on and eventually drifted off to sleep
My alarm woke me this morning and I crawled to the bathroom and waited.
It was awhile before he came in, but I was happy to wait.
I could hear him get up and walking around the room. I put my eyes to the floor and waited. His feet were finally in my view.
He slipped a T-shirt if his over my head, then began about his routine on his own.
I pulled his shirt off and crawled down the stairs.
I made us breakfast, putting mine in my bowl and his on his plate, he came down as they were still sitting on the counter.
He grabbed my bowl and a plate out of the cabinet and dumped my food on a plate.
He explained that he needed to go pick up a trailer to haul a friends bike to our house and that this friend would be coming over and to get myself dressed.
He took both of the bowls and walked down to the garage.
He’s been gone awhile and I am still racking my brain to come up with something.
I did download a book on Master/slave relations by Robert J Ruble, and have been trying to read it, can’t seem to focus on anything else and don’t know that I should be anyway.
Hopefully we can get back to where we were pretty soon
