Today (Sunday, actually this weekend), I had to block and deny guy who just didnt fit.
Yes, I am picky, and I REFUSE to settle!
I've learned my gut is 95% accurate, and if I don't feel it, then please move on. (I am not the only the only dominant female out there.)
I talked to this guy for a week, telling him we didn't fit, and yet he kept trying. We just wanted two different Things. My gut told me that from day one, and yet everyday he would push the same issues, sigh.
I am not looking for just a servant who work, clean, serves me, but is an "owned" thing that sleeps in a cage like an animal while I sleep in a bed. (I want a submissive boyfriend who wants to try his best to improve my life, in which helps me to defeat my depression and find my own happiness. I appreciate that he cleans, massages, spoils, pampers and dates me. I need us to have similar interests and do things together. I want to sleep in bed together and spoon to sleep. I need the best of vanilla dating, but a female led relationship. I had this once before, and I know I can find it again.)
I really feel I am repeating myself, but I'm thinking I'm going to start making a check list and you don't pass then you're done.
I'm sick of the "let just or can we be friends?" Why? 90% of the time you will not be there and other 10% you'll wonder if I changed or got my sexual mojo back.
If you are not in my age limit or from another country it will NOT work out. (Other deal breakers, cat haters, those who have kids, want kids or smoke.)
Then tonight was the icing on the cake . . . I keep getting pushed into Skype (I was on skype off and on since 2014 and I kept getting the perverts that just want to get off by cam. I cannot get off by real sex, toy or hand as orgasm cause extreme cramping that last for days, it's NOT worth the pain. Then I got this frisky, pushy guy who got demanding about stuff, and I would deny him and he would threat to find me. I think he had a secret rape fantasy. I blocked him, but he just got on another screen name and started to pull the same sh*t. It freaked me out as he started to tell places near where I lived. I got my skype, deleted the screen name and tried another name, but I afraid he'll find me.) I found my Skype for the current guys and none of them messaged me. I found an guy I was talking to last year, and basically called me fat. . . With your weight You shouldn't have a fun spread with football sunday. . .you needed a salad. He was claiming he was trying to "better" me. If he wanted to better me, he would have encouraged things that make me happy like cooking or I am bonding with my subby over common interests. (He even said that its irrevent if dominant and submissive have common interests. How are they supposed to have a connection? I knew I needed to lose weight, but you do NOT take away my food, I'm a foodie. I want to go on an exercise plan with my subby, but that jerk never let me express that.) Needless to say, he was blocked. This is why I don't use Skype anymore.
I know I am picky but I know what I want. If you are not what I want, best of luck.
