5 years ago. November 12, 2018 at 3:29 PM
**The following poem may contain some old tears and snot bubbles... The words do not reflect my current jolly mood**
I cannot cry
The tears won't come
I can't feel pain
Feel joy
Feel love
I'm dead inside
The smile,it lies
All the times
I'm cold
I'm numb
You tell me words
They're from your heart
It makes me sad
Your touch
Your tears
Like a stone
I feel it now
That hollow hell
The guilt
That stare
I want to feel
But passion ebbs
That drink consumes
My tears
My care
Within that cup
I've been replaced
My heavy heart
Your choice
Your face
It burns my eyes
They're almost there
My longed for tears
Despite
Despair
