Wow - somewhat heated! It's very hard to express such complex ideas and emotions into words that will convey to readers [of the human kind] the intended meaning. Go easy and avoid assumptions.
I think being submissive is not so..... absolute. Like everything, all forms of meaning, feeling, expression and BEING, I believe submission is a spectrum and can be experienced and lived in many different ways. I feel there is sometimes an attitude of judgement for those who don't 'live and breathe' D/s, as if there are those who just 'play' at being submissive, and they're not really submissive - it's not in their 'soul'. Well, in my opinion, not all things are just known. There is discovery; there are starting points; there are long meandering journeys that take a person to the most unexpected places. Go easy and remember your expression of D/s is different to the myriad of ways it is lived by others.
Some people might say I am not a true submissive because I fell upon it, because I am new and naive, because it's mainly expressed in play, because I can switch a bit. I can only be submissive when I am in that headspace and my headspace can change like the weather in Melbourne. It does take a skilled person to get me there [thanks to my oppositional defiance tendencies and a certain "Don't tell me what to do! Go sort out your own shit out!" button that comes with the territory (but really, I am very sweet
). My point here is that yes, I do see myself as submissive; however, others may not. But I don't care. It's like art for me: if I say it's art - it is ART, if someone perceives it as art - it is ART (Can of worms right there
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There is no right and wrong..... unless you're a teacher who has to adhere to the curriculum and refer to the answer sheet. Oh please, let's not bring that failing system here
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Expression comes in many forms and sexual expression is soooooo complex and grounded in contexts that are unknown by our closest humans let alone acquaintances and strangers. If it doesn't cause harm to one's self or others, express away - who am I to judge?
I will stop my indulgent rant after my final [and actually relevant] point....
I think submission can be expressed without the Dominant party. This of course would have limitations, and it may be hard without much scope or experience. It would, I suppose, be more like self-work - exploring submission within yourself, finding what works and where you want to go. Erotic photography, some film and literature is great for getting ideas and seeing what turns you on. I love this side of things; discovery is so much fun! And the best thing is, coming to know and love yourself more.