Transmasculine, soft and smiles outside and the need for complete sexual control on the inside. I find joy in service on every level. I lack the ability to focus for prolonged periods of time, so punishment is plentiful and enjoyed. Worship of all body types.
I can cow a bit at new things, but in subspace I'm addicted to following a Mistress/Master's commands. My personal fulfillment comes from knowing I am fully used. Taking control is not for me. Being verbally debased is essential.
I'm not femme. The amount of self loathing I have in regard to feminine clothing, makeup, and characteristics leads to the darkest outcome. Because of this, I do not engage in dressing up as my birth gender - it isn't worth it.
I also do not engage in piercing of any kind.