Thoughts From A New Me

Life Sucks & So Does Death... 🥀 

For the living. ❤️🖤❤️🖤 

My heart is breaking. 

My heart is heavy, breaking with the burden of losing you. 

My eyes weep with tears of past memories being with you. 

My mind plays over all that you are, all that you have done, and all that you have been in my life. 

My aching heart mourns of the loss of a great man. 

Sorrow, it fills my soul, remembering you are no longer here. 

I ach for a tme long ago. 

R.I.P.  

Linden Miller  ❤️🖤❤️🖤 

Dad 🥀  

My heart goes out to his family, my family. 

Wishing I could be there to help you through these times of need. 

I am saddened for your burden. 

Deeply honored to to be accepted and loved as a sister, mother, daughter, and friend. 

Thank You 

flitterfly... :(:(:(  

DawnRobin  ❤️🖤❤️🖤   🥀 

Douchenozzle.... 😁

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Thank You 

flitterfly... :):):) 

DawnRobin 🥰 

Go Go Juice... 

Sex On Fire 🔥 

The Middle 

Apocalypse 

Unstoppable 

Thank You

flitterfly... :):):) 

DawnRobin 🥰 

My New Friend & His Sadist Desires... 

My new friend Sunny. 

Yep, apparently he decided that he wants to be my Big little Sadist. 

Crawls behind me early this morning, while i'm waking up reading blogs. 

Cuddles, purs, snuggles in close. Then bites and pulls my hair. Over and over again. Each time im telling him no, stop. As he snuggles in time and again to do this. 

He then snuggles closer. 

i get into reading blogs again. 

And this Big little guy now puts his claws into my back, just enough to make me "ohh" and is also continuing his pursuit of biting and pulling my hair. 

He then snuggles closer. 

He continues this feast, untill finally, claws me yet again a bit harder, "ohhh" no, stop that ! 

And instead keeps the claws locked, loaded, and in my skin, he then pulls me back with his claws, where I now feel the bite. 

After about three rounds of this, i then decided to give him the attention he wants.

Calling him my Big little sadist, and telling him i would indeed get ready and go and feed him. 

Lol 

Apparently, he's trying to either tell me he's hungry, or he thinks i need to practice a bit of pain tolerance. 🤔 

Go figure. 🤗🥰 

Thank You 

flitterfly... :):):) 

DawnRobin 🥰 

Presentation of one's self... 

in our lifestyle, we strive to make changes.

We work to better ourselves, we encourage others, we treat ourselves right, we work towards goals, we inspire one another, we strive to be kind, genuine and caring, to not only ourselves, but to others as well. 

We work hard to change for the better of one's self. 

We diligently put in the effort to give ourselves self-love, self-worth, self value, and self-respect. 

We strive and work hard to make these changes to be the best version of ourselves that we can be. 

We learn, we grow, and we are constantly, and consistently, continuing the growth process.  

To hold one's self to a higher standard. 

To be respectful of the thoughts and feelings of ourselves and others. 

To give unto another, the way you would want another to give unto you. 

To teach another the value of being kind in the face of judgment. 

To be appealing to another, not only to the eye, but in the way we hold ourselves to a higher mentality. 

Presentation is not only about appearance.

It is about how Y/you treat Y/yourself, how Y/you treat another, how Y/you handle situations, how Y/you speak to and / or about others, etc. 

It's taking and holding Y/yourself to a higher standard. 

Yielding to the inner peace inside Y/you, to be beautiful within Y/yourself, so that Y/you may be prepared and ready to one day yield to another, and / or Dominate another. 

To have no preconceived judgments. 

To being the best Y/you that Y/you can be. 

To be the best version of Y/yourself, so that one day Y/you will be ready to give over Y/your complete and total submission to another, and / or hold anothers submission. 

Y/your Dominant/submissive will expect Y/you to act with a compassionate, truthful, caring, kind,  generous heart, mind, body, and soul. 

your will becomes His will. 

you are a product of how He represents Himself. 

If you act up, brat out, are rude, unkind, talk about others, gossip, complain, are disagreeable, etc 

This makes your Dom look bad.

For He is responsible for you and your actions. your actions reflect badly onto Him.  

If your Dom were to guide you in the wrong manner or way, you then reflect that and project that onto others. 

We are here to learn and grow. 

To prepare ourselves in this journey of self-improvement of ourselves and for our future selves. 

Honestly, if our future selves have any chance at finding and keeping a dominant/submissive worth having.

We then have to make these changes within ourselves. 

It all starts here L/lady's and G/gentlemen. 

If we are to be the best versions of ourselves, we must start now.

We must give the best versions of ourselves to all, and to ourselves, right now. 

This is presentation of one's self. 

To bettering us and to helping others better themselves. 

Thank Y/you 

flitterfly... :):):) 

DawnRobin 🥰 

To yield... 

Thank You 

flitterfly... :):):) 

DawnRobin 🥰

Getting To Know Y/you... 

As we travel through this wonderland called kink, we meet people, talk, and become friends. 

We spend time writing blogs, learning this world, and learning about one another. 

As time continues, some of us stick around, and we grow. 

We become better versions of ourselves.

Then, one day, we start talking to someone that we have had the privilege of meeting here on the cage.

Soon, a friendship flourishes and starts to become a bit deeper. 

All the while, feelings start to become more prominent. 

As we continue, things seem to be progressing rather quickly in that friendship, and feelings tend to deepen. 

We start catching ourselves, wanting to jump rather than to crawl. 

So we take a step back. 

Good, right.... 

But as we take that step back to reassess and slow things back down to that crawl. 

We also tend to lose a bit of focus. 

After all, feelings are in place now. 

Emotions are out to play. 

One or both parties start to over-think, overreact, and tend to pull further back from the other. 

Remember to talk, be clear and respectful. Allow one another to know that Y/you are still on board.

Y/you still want to continue with the getting to know Y/you stage. This is critical. 

Staying focused allows one to handle things in the correct way. 

Transparency is crucial at this stage. 

Stay calm, do not over- think, or over analyze. Do not allow emotions to make Y/you go into a panic. 

This is when we tend to start pushing another away. 

Rushing is bad.

Pushing is bad. 

Overthinking is bad 

Overreacting is bad 

Talk to one another like Y/you have been all along. Countinue Your growth in this stage. 

Nothing is clear yet. 

Take this time to breathe, clear your head, and learn one another. Learn what's being told, what is expected later, and what is expected now. 

Take in every bit of this time that Y/you need to strengthen the bond and grow together, as people in kink, in this world, and in this lifestyle.  

Be their best friend in this world. Learn all Y/you can, have fun, after all Y/you get the privilege of having their time, energy, and affections spent on Y/you. 

If Y/you get to antsy, greedy, needy, or difficult. 

Chances are Y/you are the one that loses out. 

After all, how many toads did Y/you have to sift through before Y/you finally found your frog. 🐸 

Y/you are only at the getting to know Y/you stage. 

Have fun, right where Y/you are.

Y/you are right where Y/you need to be. 

Getting To Know Y/you... 

Thank Y/you

FlitterFly... :):):) 

DawnRobin 🥰 

A Simple Request... 

A Binding... 

Such a little thing... 

Exhilarating 

Freeing 

Sobering 

Breath-taking 

All the different thoughts, emotions, and feelings. 

Mmmmmm 

i can't imagine anything, other than to be collared, that would make me feel more connected, tethered, chained, or anchored to another. 

Binding oneself to another. 

It's as if one is reaching out, touching the vail of space, between time, and place. 

As if walking through the looking glass. 

Even distance does not stop the feelings of connection. 

So close, yet so far away. 

Funny how even now. 

Being untied after a night bound by rope, In the most simplest of ways. 

That i still feel tethered, anchored ⚓️ to another. 

Linked through the mind in such a way that time, space, and distance has no meaning. 

Only the feeling of being seen, felt, heard, wanted, needed, known, kept. 

A sense of belonging. 

How Freeing, Exhilarating, Breath-taking. 

To Be Content... 

Thank You 

FlitterFly... :):):) 

DawnRobin 🥰

     ? ...How do i find me... ?

      How do i find me ?

~ In a sea of emptyness 

~ In a field of forever 

~ In the desert sands of empty promises of nothingness 

~ Deep in the forest of forgotten knowledge 

~ Down in the bayou of forgetfulness 

~ In the sky's of tragedy 

~ Out in the ocean of drowning souls 

~ In the eyes of children and forgotten wonderment 

~ In the hearts of men with shattered souls 

~ In the obis of darkend silence 

~ In the spaces in-between the shadows of chaos 

~ Beyound the realms of what is seen, felt, or heard 

~ Inside a mind of many 

~ In the face of evil doers 

~ In-between the pulse of a beating heart 

~ In the realms of magic and mayham 

~ In the heart beat of another's soul 

       How Do i Find Me ? 

Reading poetry today has brought out a bit of my poetic soul. 

Thank You 

FlitterFly... :):):) 

DawnRobin 🥰

What I want... 

I want tasks and assignments. 

I want structure and rules. 

I want care and encouragement. 

I want understanding and compassion. 

I want consequences and explanation. 

I want forgiveness and care. 

I want to be secure in who I am and in whom I am meant to be. 

I want to be encouraged to succeed and pushed to strive for a better life. 

I want to be encouraged to reach high, to set goals, and to work until I achieve them. 

I want guidance and love. 

I want to feel needed and wanted. 

I want to give to others all that I never have had. 

I want to make a difference in people's lives. 

I want to be fulfilled in my roles, in my duty, and in my life. 

I want to be wanted and needed. 

I want to not feel, as if all I do is wrong or bad. 

I want to get my GED 

I want to learn a trait, to be dependent on myself, to support myself. 

I want to work on me, how I see myself, and how I treat myself. 

I want to be a good person to help others to see their own worth. 

I want to be a good girl. 

I want to finish what I start. 

I want to hold a job and / or a career. 

I want to work effectively and efficiently. Setting high standards for myself and finishing what i start. 

I want to be dependable in all things and with all people.

I want to be happy, secure, content, in all I am, all i do, and all I will do. 

I want to learn, grow, and reshape myself into a better version of me. 

I want to always be the best version of myself I can be. 

I want to hold true to my word and live my life to the fullest potential possible. 

I want to make the people in my life proud to be there. 

I want to find myself, rebuild myself, and mold myself into a person of respect and admiration. 

I want to challenge myself, and others, in all they are, and in all they do. 

I want to be healthy, live healthy, and bring the right type of people into my life. 

I want forgiveness.

I want to be forgiving. 

I want to conquer my fears. 

I want to challenge myself and strive for exalence. 

I want my ambitions and loyalty to move people. 

I want to be successful, in all I am, all I do, and who I will become. 

I want to live my life to the fullest and have a radiance that blinds the wicked and fills the soul.  

I want to make certain the people in my life can feel secure in knowing they are loved, wanted, needed, treasured, accepted, fulfilled, secure, humbled, seen, heard, wanted, adored, and apriciated. 

These are only some of the things that I want. 

I want 

I wrote this blog three months ago for myself. As something I could come back to and use as a reference. Things I want in my life, and have given to me in return. 

I did not realize at the time, by writing out, saying aloud, and wishing to obtain. 

That i would revisit my draft and find that, in such a short time, I would see so much of the things I wrote, that are already happening and being met. 

There are very few things infact that have not started happening for me, yet.

However, those things will come in time. 

Lifes tends to show to you, that you often get back what you put in. 

If speaking negatively about yourself, you find negative things happening.

And when speaking positively about yourself. 

Damn if those positive things dont start happening, without you even realizing what you have done. 

Thank You 🤗 

FlitterFly... :):):) 

DawnRobin 🥰