I like feeling like my Daddy needs me too. I am very attached to my Daddy, whoever it is at the time. All I ever want to do is talk to, hold and be with my Daddy everyday. I understand when he has to go to work and so do I but I already miss him so much then. When we don't get to spend time I start getting upset and I want to cry. I end up angry and overthinking. When this happens, I get angry at my Daddy, shut down and start wanting to drift away so I can't feel so hurt and abandoned (I know). I need him less an less each time and eventually leave. Call me crazy but I want a Daddy who needs me as much as I need him, I want to be a his priority like he is mine.
I fee like a hypocrite though because sometimes I am not available to him. It makes me even more upset at myself when I fall asleep without letting him know or letting things distract me from him. I'm overwhelmed, my emotions are wrecked and my anxiety is acting up.
This is why the silent treatment, intentional or not, is a very hard limit for me - it may just end us.