A lot of people have awkward first times; where they lose their virginity and are embarrassed, even mortified by how it happened.
But even after looking at it through grown up eyes many decades later, my first time was sweet, and amazing, although I will acknowledge that I was WAY too young and it was probably illegal. LOL
We were both pretty young and in high school. He apparently had this all planned out. He wanted me to stay after school and go to his brother's apartment which was a short walk away. I didn't want to at first but eventually I relented. It was a nice walk and we talked, he kept telling me how much he loved me. When we got there I was so nervous. He got me some juice and we sat on the couch and talked some more until I felt more comfortable. I knew what I was there for, but I didn't know how it was going to go down.
We started kissing on the couch and for the first time he put his hands under my shirt and felt my breasts. That damn near sent me to the moon, but then he bent down and started sucking on my nipples. I'm in complete ecstasy at this point. His lips are everywhere, his hands are everywhere, and before I know it, I'm completely naked!
He stands me up, and then picks me up and carries me gently up the stairs into the bedroom. Once there he gently lays me on the bed and begins to take off his clothes. I watch in fascination as he deftly puts on a condom. He lays on the bed next to me, kissing and rubbing and sucking. Then he gets on top of me, gently spreads my legs with his knees and enters me, and it's the most incredible feeling in the world. I don't think I did anything other than lay there and allow him to pleasure me as he pumped his dick in and out of me, but I know I didn't want it to end. I felt something build up inside me and when it washed over me, I wrapped my legs around him, held him tightly and said "OH MY GOD!!" He continued pumping away, looking into my eyes until I felt his warm cum inside me, his body tensed, then relaxed.
We lay there for a few minutes, then he got a washcloth and cleaned me off. I went downstairs, put on my clothes and he walked me home kissing me tenderly before seeing me to my door.
He was about 3 years older than me and obviously more experienced. But the gentle way he treated me, the obvious planning makes me so grateful that my first time wasn't in the back seat of someone's car or under some dirty bleachers (although I did eventually have sex in those places, too LOL).
Sounds like a good forum topic, doesn't it?
