Random thoughts of steph

i love Friday its my day off. The next few days are going to be crazy busy. My husband is off work today and we have home coming for our granddaughter.  

I am enjoying this site and getting a little more comfortable. I have received several nice emails am developing what I hope is a friendship with at least one man that contacted me. 

I have learned to use the block button! What size are your tits?? Not my favorite way to start a conversation. Who does that?? I promise if we chat my first words will never be what size are your tits or how big is your dick!! I have learned in 53 years size doesn't matter. However skill? Skill is important. The mood that's set, the power of a mind picture that's important. The tape measure is not my go to sex toy. 

Profiles are important I am discovering that as well. I look at yours before I respond to you. If your profile says you want to stick needles in my nipples and restrain me in a ring of fire while you pee on me   I am going to assume you didn't read MY profile. Which makes me question your sincerity just sayin!!?

People here, especially a couple of the female subs that have reached out. You ladies have been awesome. It's so nice to be able to have an honest conversation without the freak sign flashing above my head! So thank you. 

I hope you all have an amazing Friday filled with love hope and a few well placed spanks!

i tried to fill out my profile as honesty as I could for where I am right now. Does anything I say give the indication I am a slave? If it does for god sakes tell me so I can change it.  I have had several messages today from people most of them friendly and interesting. The couple of messages calling me slave girl or slave?? Um no. I don't know how to truly embrace my submission at this point. I think it's a bit of a leap to slave! 

I have talked to several people who have been amazing. I am trying to be open minded and since today is only day two will continue to see how it goes. What would you add to my profile? I am open to suggestions. 

i just signed up today for this site. I am not sure what I need so am freaking out about when people ask. I know I need a mentor.

I have to say my first dick pic was a shock. Why?? Nudity that is Arty is hot, a scene well played is hot. Your dick just dangling there?? Weird. I assume if your male you have a penis. You don't have to show me.

I am worried about the picture thing. I am not 18 and sure as hell not a size 2. I am ok with my body but have experienced too many that aren't. I am hoping this community is different. 

I don't want to cyber or skype or have phone sex. I left the last place I tried for that very reason.  

I want to learn why I feel the need to give up control and more about this lifestyle. 

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