Gallows' End Tavern

It’s been a long time, I hope everyone has been well. Just wanted to wish people happy holidays, first off.

I’ve been busy getting back to my old line of work & going back to to college, finishing another B.S. & a different graduate degree at the same time. Been having a great time between work and my educational responsibilities. Started teaching part time at another college for I.T. classes. 

Have a great holiday season everyone, I’m still around just very busy & thank you to those who reached out to me. 

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As I’m going through the store I found this display of Easter squishy guys. I got myself the black poodle, I had a standard poodle from since I was a little kid all the way till a few years ago when my last one passed. As I’m there looking like a fat kid a ton of Easter candy in one hand this squish in the other & a plush yoda whatever they call that mini one guy Easter basket to put all the candy in this girl comes up and starts talking to me like she knows me. I was so utterly confused 😐 turns out I guess we went to school together. I had no idea. I’ve had memory issues since the war & injury, the desert one not the current in the Ukraine.  You know it’s bad when someone ask if all the candy is for your family too, I stood there & just went what family lol 😂. 

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Right now, feeling this one. I met someone & I’m not sure what to do with her, I’m not even sure if I want a relationship or dynamic of any type for the next few years at this point. Hmm 🤔, “FIGURE IT OUT, MAKE THINGS WORK, STAY POSITIVE.”  OUTSTANDING.” Shit sarge would say to live by. 

Today’s thoughts 

Have happy holidays & happy memories.  Happier than last year memories. 

Introduction, one after another after another tonight, I catch myself in a memory…

As I sit here looking where past family & friends used to sit in times of celebration & joy, sharing steak & burgers off the grill or pasta I cooked, just a meal or snack. I take solace being alone this year, as my memories of the past are full of faces I can’t wait to see again some people in life, but more who’ve passed. I picked up a ham this year because turkey would go to waste with me.  Take thanks in who & what you’ve got when you have them, sometimes it’s only in dreams you’re spending the holidays with them. Happy Thanksgiving all. 

Well this happened…