King Freak's mindless mumbles and rambles

Hey y'all. Been a while since I've posted here but I was listening to some new music this morning and had to share. These lyrics!!! Song is DE Sade, by Slipknot. 

I feel it now, a new restraint
A fool is only he who fools again, again, again, again
I needed all the pain you saved
To wash across my face like time began, began, began, began
Everybody lies when they say forever
No one else will understand
Pull the stitches tight until we sever
Break me in your open hands
Please forget me not
I need your simple pleasures to be God
And please, my sweet De Sade
Just eat my heart and twist me into knots
I know I never had a chance, a chance
Oh, I know I'm wretched and I stand, stand
Seeking all the things you have
If I die with you it's worth the life, life, life, life
I was just a nothing wanting something
Only you will only do
Everything and more, it comes to nothing
If it doesn't come with you
Please forget me not
I need your simple pleasures to be God
And please, my sweet De Sade
Just eat my heart and twist me into knots
Something dominating nothing
Nothing animated, something used
Fill me, wait a minute, kill me
Feel me, I am in a mood abuse
Carve, carve, carve, I am starve, starve, starved
For the warmth of your will
And the edge of your purest thrill
De Sade, De Sade, De Sade, De Sade
De Sade, De Sade, De Sade, De Sade
Source: LyricFind

Been a while since I posted. Got inspired while cleaning ?

Been a while since I posted anything. I'm working insane hours now, not much free time. I was stoked to see this today ☝️?? FFDP is the ?

Probably not what you expected from the title, right? Lol Hope everyone is having a great day.

Found this gem while checking out some other recommendations 

This made my day!

OBEY

THE

BEARD!

Yeah, it's like that 

And the original 

A quick funny 

I went to my first Physical Therapy session today for my knee injury. My therapist is a young and petite, and as sweet as she is attractive. I was thinking that I would be enjoying seeing her twice a week for the next month. 

Then things started slowly evolving into something I wasn't quite comfortable with. As my mind was venturing into images of binding her cute little hands and feet, I was having to put a little bit of effort into listening to what she was telling me to do. Now I'm hearing phrases like, tell me if this starts to hurt. As she's continually giving me directions to do things I was uncomfortable doing and soothing me with affirmations of positivity, my inner Dom voice was like 'Ha! Sounds familiar.'

So, I guess I got a view from the bottom today. Didn't really like it. Definitely thought it was funny. 

I have finally returned to work after being out for the last 7 weeks with a knee injury. I couldn't wait to get back, I was so tired of sitting around getting fat and shopping online. 

However, I am even more miserable now than I was before my return. Maybe its just the holiday funk that I wallow in every year, maybe its something more. I don't know at this point. 

Its definitely time for me to get back into healthy habits. I have fallen out of practice with meditation and journaling. Rather ironic considering that I just had all the time in the world to indulge. 

Trying to figure out what it is that I need to be happy. 

I came (lol) across this the other day. Got a big evil chuckle out of it so, of course, I felt compelled to share. If you're as dark and twisted as me - rock on!??????