Voldemort's Story

A very Happy New Year to all of you here. 

Best wishes from me. 

I stand beneath the tree. 

Gazing. Watching. 

A fruit. 

Round. Glistening. Perfect. 

I want it. I desire it. 

I've been hungry for years. 

The hunger a void in my chest. Hurting. Pulsating. Painful. Oh so painful. 

It's scent drew me to it. Captivating. Enthralling. It's perfection a reminder of happier days. 

I try to reach it. I jump. And jump. And jump. 

But no matter how hard I try. It remains unreachable. The best i can do is touch it. With the tips of my fingers. 

Barely. Before I fall flat again. 

And again. And again. 

I lie there. Exhausted. Defeated. Drained. 

Panting. Unshed tears blurring my vision. 

To come so close. And fail. Yet again. 

Should I give up? 

Should I keep trying?

I don't know. 

The hunger doubles. Triples. 

The object of its desire so close. Yet unattainable. 

The pain. The pain. The pain. 

It overrules everything. Demands attention. 

Wanting to be finally satisfied. 

But..... A question remains. 

Am i truly the one destined to reap the fruit? 

Or am I meant to be perpetually hungry. 

To wither away until I disappear. 

So close. And yet so far away. 

I'm lost. 

Only the pain remains.

Maybe it's the only truth. The ultimate truth. 

At the behest of a friend.

Thank you TKP for this challenge.

1. Favorite Childhood Toys

Toys were something of a rare commodity. My favorite was a lorry with ducks on the bed. And a model VW beetle.

2. Favorite Albums

I wasn't much into albums. I preferred individual songs.

I Want To Break Free- Queen

Everything I do - Bryan Adams

Promise Me - Beverly Craven

What is love - Haddaway

The Beegees

ABBA

Boney M

Modern Talking

The Heart Will Go On- Celine Dion

Heal the World - Michael Jackson

We are the World

La Jument de Michao- Nolwenn

Bohemian Rhapsody - Queen

I also love Opera particularly a guy named Dimash Kudaibergen

3. Favorite Childhood TV shows

Airwolf

Million Dollar Man

Saint Seiya

4. First Film at the Cinema

The First Jurassic Park

5. First Crush :

Celebrity - Demi Moore

Rl- A girl in school

6. Favorite Animal

The Amur Tiger

7. Favorite Films

The Lord of the Rings and The Hobbit

Harry Potter

8. First kiss who and where

A girl in college

9. First Real Contact with the Kink World

A friend

10. One Person to be left with on an Island

Someone who knows about survival 

After going through the blogs of friends i have found a common injustice mentioned by them. The fact that they are literally harassed by some people on the basis of what they choose to say or share. I repeat. What they CHOOSE to say or share. Since coming on here I've had the impression that this is a safe place for us. Where we can be ourselves. Where we can bare our souls without fear of being brought down by a pack of hungry hyenas. CHOICE is a very important word here. These outstanding people come here to be away from the stresses of every day life. We all have our issues. We struggle. We need each other to overcome our issues. Yet..... It is not always so. We choose to bare our souls. To share a piece of who we are. Are we looking for a kind of validation? Maybe. Maybe not. But it's our CHOICE. Dictated by our need or our state of mind at that particular moment. Knowing that there are supposed to be people who will understand us. Yet... It is not always so. Why? It may be that it does not fit your idea of what is right. But it should be considered that what is right for you isn't so for another. We all have a choice. To support or to destroy. But there's another choice. To let others live their lives in a way that they deem fit. You can't make their choices for them. They don't tell you what to do. So who gave you the right to judge them? Not only judge but condemn. So if you can't validate at least don't desecrate. Steer clear. 

I had decided not to participate. Issues with oneself are such a bother. But then I saw my friends' courage and decided that I owe it to them. So here i am. I won't post something that I like ( not many) or something that I dislike ( many) but rather something that I love to do. Sorry for tweaking the rules.