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A New Journey

The events and thoughts as I join my Master though this journey...
1 week ago. Sat 12 Jan 2019 02:25:31 AM IST

a little relaxing and self pampering tonight

1 week ago. Fri 11 Jan 2019 07:07:23 AM IST

Ever just have one of those no good lousy days? No? Really wish I was you at the moment! But even though I had a horrible day the one good thing about my day was hearing my Sir voice. His soothing loving and dominant voice. I could literally melt into a puddle ever time I see his name pop up on my phone “S is calling” that’s what I see and when I do all my anxiety just disappeares.

Thank you Sir for just letting me be a mess today you didn’t let me get to my breaking point instead you were persistent and calming. You Sir talked to me reassured me even when I wouldn’t say anything back you let me know you were there for me tonight.

I just love how much you protect me and guide me. Until tomorrow Sir. 

Okay I’m over the emotional breakdown off to bed I go

2 weeks ago. Tue 08 Jan 2019 06:41:48 AM IST

The strongest bonds are the ones that are usually the most challenging. The one that takes work and builds over time. Like rope the time spent creating a beautiful knot the stronger it holds.

Beautiful and not easily broken. 

All relationship are hard and has ups and downs and people get lost, but if it’s real if the bond is there then you catch each other hold each other together. 

 

 

1 month ago. Thu 20 Dec 2018 03:40:22 AM IST

I’m starting to wonder if I’m enough.... Maybe someone else could be and do better than me... I feel like a failure at this moment not just with my relationships but all together... 

This will be my last blog. I need to find me inside of all this darkness and emotions. 

1 month ago. Thu 13 Dec 2018 12:08:07 AM IST

Sir wanted to get in the Christmas spirit soo he had me spin on 12 Days of Christmas.... round 2 coming Soon 

 

 

 

On the first day of Christmas my master gave to me:

A Large dildo in me.

 

On the second day of Christmas my master gave to me:

2 Nipple clamps.

and a large dildo in me.

 

On the third day of Christmas my master gave to me:

3 bottles of lube.

2 Nipple clamps.

and a large dildo in me.

 

On the fourth day of Christmas my master gave to me:

4 cuff restraints.

3 bottles of lube.

2 Nipple clamps.

and a large dildo in me

 

On the fifth day of Christmas my true love sent to me:

my master gave to me:

5 anal toys.

4 cuff restraints.

3 bottles of lube.

2 Nipple clamps.

and a large dildo in me

 

On the sixth day of Christmas my master gave to me:

6 clit tickles.

5 anal toys.

4 cuff restraints.

3 bottles of lube.

2 Nipple clamps.

and a large dildo in me

 

On the seventh day of Christmas my master gave to me:

7 whips.

6 clit tickles.

5 anal toys.

4 cuff restraints.

3 bottles of lube.

2 Nipple clamps.

and a large dildo in me

 

On the eighth day of Christmas my master gave to me:

8 extreme edges.

7 whips.

6 clit tickles.

5 anal toys.

4 cuff restraints.

3 bottles of lube.

2 Nipple clamps.

and a large dildo in me

 

On the ninth day of Christmas my master gave to me:

9 drips of hot wax.

8 extreme edges.

7 whips.

6 clit tickles.

5 anal toys.

4 cuff restraints.

3 bottles of lube.

2 Nipple clamps.

and a large dildo in me

 

On the tenth day of Christmas my master gave to me:

10 bondage sessions.

9 drips of hot wax.

8 extreme edges.

7 whips.

6 clit tickles.

5 anal toys.

4 cuff restraints.

3 bottles of lube.

2 Nipple clamps.

and a large dildo in me

 

On the eleventh day of Christmas my master gave to me:

11 Spankings.

10 bondage sessions.

9 drips of hot wax.

8 extreme edges.

7 whips.

6 clit tickles.

5 anal toys.

4 cuff restraints.

3 bottles of lube.

2 Nipple clamps.

and a large dildo in me

 

On the twelfth day of Christmas my master gave to me:

12 Screaming orgasms.

11 Spankings.

10 bondage sessions.

9 drips of hot wax.

8 extreme edges.

7 whips.

6 clit tickles.

5 anal toys.

4 cuff restraints.

3 bottles of lube.

2 Nipple clamps.

and a large dildo in me

 

1 month ago. Wed 12 Dec 2018 08:26:42 PM IST

I’m in one of my cheeky moods, so why not share the love😘 

approved by Sir of course 

1 month ago. Sun 25 Nov 2018 06:41:23 AM IST

   Do you still get the fluttering in your tummy when you think of him?

Sir you still give me the butterflies.... Your words just have a way to my heart and I melt, you make me the sappy girl I said I would never be. Thank you Sir 🦋 

 

2 months ago. Fri 23 Nov 2018 02:03:56 AM IST

 

           Lesson learned 
It was a week of radio silence.....

Well we still had text but that’s not the same, you don’t realize how much you miss someone till you can’t see their face or hear their voice. 

 

I learned so many things....

One I was taking time for granted, oh how valuable that time is to hear the words “I love you”.... Four hours that’s the time I was taking for granted, Sir took total of four hours each day and dedicated them to me. How could I just hang up like it was nothing thinking I’ll call back tomorrow it will be fine. Time is to be cherished. 

 

Two controlling my emotions.... 

I may be sweet but with that sweetness come attitude and emotions all over the place. Now I have to think first..... “Am I mad? Yes! Okay now calm down before you act.” I have to learn to bite my tongue when I just want to just scream how pissed I am. Those emotions I much rather control than the emotions I had the past week of regret and sadness. 

 

Three that even when I don’t like him I still love him...... 

I hated this punishment!! I was so mad at Sir I couldn’t stand it but though all that anger I still loved him! I love Sir unconditionally. I actually was mad at myself because I loved him even more for following though on this punishment. Many times I can talk around a punishment but this time no and honestly I didn’t even try. I love him for showing me it wasn’t okay for making learn the lessons I have learned. 

 

Four friendships over submissive.....

On my hardest days punishment or not Sir is there for me. He can tell when I need him most and I’m thankful for that even though I knew I wouldn’t hear his voice for 4 more days that once call to help me calm and come back to earth was everything. Thank you Sir. 

 

Five I have an amazing group of friends here on the cage..... 

I was sooo lost and needed a friend and that’s exactly what I got. I want to thank those for so many encouraging words and guidance you provided. Thank you for making me laugh when I didn’t even feel like smiling. What a great little circle I’ve came across. 

 

Last week was hard but I’m very thankful to have such an amazing and loving Master that loves me enough to correct me. To help me better my self as his submissive. Thank you Sir. I love you yesterday, today, and tomorrow. 

 


Buttercup 

 

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 Last week,

   

 Our conversation started as every other phone call buttercup and I have, love, respect and of course light hearted jabs. We went through the conversation of course with the occasional button pushed to get that little bit of sick satisfaction out of toying with each other. One thing lead to another and one red button was pushed... you guessed it the “end call”...

My initial reaction “was for the love of it all... this better have dropped because of no service”. Wishful thinking on my part later that evening buttercup confessed she did hang up on me.

I was raged, I was furious, I was upset but most of all I was disappointed. See it took buttercup awhile to build me up to talk on the phone. I feel my conversation is a lot of umm and uhhh which annoys me. She broke through that wall and then stomped on me like I would just let it go. This time I couldn’t this time I was hurt and couldn’t believe how This transpired. I made a rash decision to jump. Buttercup lost something that night, she lost my voice. 

 

Our week was hard. We both felt the hardship, it had to be done and neither of us enjoyed it. The first day I couldn’t handle it. Anytime I am in my truck heading to a job site she is all I hear. I tried the radio but it didn’t satisfy my want. She knew she hurt me and had a close to fair punishment. All in all we both lost. As I texted her I explained that it is not fair that she put us through this. I hate to say it but I was kicking her while she was down. I knew she was disappointed in herself and I kept reassuring her I was annoyed. The only choice she had was to apologize and let me know she will strive to do better. Through the last week buttercup and I have grown stronger, but most of all understand things needed a change and day in and day out I work harder to be the best dominant for her and I know she strives to be the best submissive for me.

I would like to thank all of buttercup’s friends in the community to help her stay strong in times like this. We are both elated to be apart of this community and cannot wait to help and become friends with more of you.

-Master Kristopher 

 

2 months ago. Wed 21 Nov 2018 02:26:39 AM IST

If could be directly in front of you Sir. 

I would kneel before you waiting for your touch. I would stand slowly and wrap my arms around you and embrace the moment we both have been waiting for. 

If I could be in your presence I would whisper to you how handsome you look, how much I love you, and that I’m so blessed to be called yours Sir 

If I could be in your presence every day you came home from work I would help you change out of those work clothes I would run you a hot shower, your hot meal would be waiting for you. I would massage your body till the aches subsided. 

If I could be in your presence I would wait for your command to go lay or kneel naked and wait for you to come to me. I would take all the pleasure you have to offer. 

If I could be in your presence Sir, I would be there for the good and the bad. I would be your calm as you are mine. I would lift you up when you are at your lowest Sir. 

If I could be in your presence I wouldn’t need anything else. 

 


Buttercup 

2 months ago. Sat 17 Nov 2018 05:01:24 AM IST

                      Day three, oh what a day......

Today I was completely all over the place and so this blog maybe just as much as a mess as I was today. This morning I woke up to my daughter jumping up and down that the tooth fairy has to come and she’s expecting $10 (she’s ripping the tooth fairy off). Well that was a great start to the morning. I got my favorite message from Sir “good morning buttercup” and we chatted. It was delightful and calming. So fast forward this afternoon I had some major ish go down with myself and at home and I was a mess I was angry and upset and so confused. Sir messaged me and asked was I on the way to the grocery store and I couldn’t text (I don’t like texting and driving) so I sent a voice message which I know he could probably hear my anxiety and my anger. A few mins go by and my phone rings it’s Sir! I was a bit hesitant to pick up but I needed to...... he let me vent about what was going on he talked to me so calmly and helped me think clearly. We also discussed that I still have 4 more days till my next call. But today, today was Sir being there for me at a time in need so yes he bent the punishment but he did it to help me and to calm me. He did it because he loves me he knew what I needed and he delivered. Tonight it was our normal texting of course with some occasionally picking around. But I’m going to bed tonight so I can be one more day closer to hearing his voice again. I love you Sir and I thank you for being the calm in the storm. Like you told me may times before “friendship over submission.” 

 

On a funny note when it came time to hang up I was NOT hitting that shinny red button! Lesson learned!