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A place where I can write my feelings instead of pushing them further down so they drown me. Need to purge so my sanity remains.
3 years ago. February 28, 2021 at 2:37 AM

The weekend has always been a favorite time for me. Time to relax and do fun things. 

We moved here and your job has you working evenings and weekends...  ugh, feels like we're roommates.

Then finally you get a decent job but it's 2nd shift. We can live with that as you'll have weekends off.

Ah but then mandatory overtime...   just when we were enjoying each other again.

Just want you here BUT waiting can be rewarding. ;)  

 

3 years ago. February 12, 2021 at 10:53 PM

Mind able to let go and think of other things.

Sense of calm returning and excitement beginning to bubble.

Seems the future is brighter.

Still cautious but at least it's moving forward. 

Now if the weather and this pandemic would play nice!

Welcoming the weekend with open arms and a nice warm cozy bed.

Happy Valentine's Day!

3 years ago. February 9, 2021 at 12:21 AM

Slept last night, really slept.

Amazing how everything feels attainable when sleep is achieved.

Hope comes back to life. Smiles happen. Breathing is effortless.

Today was a good day. <3

Sweet Dreams...   

3 years ago. February 5, 2021 at 1:48 AM

All the emotions happening all at once

Am I being true to me? 

Will writing my thoughts help me get a grip

So tired of being lied too

So tired of feeling betrayed

One last gasp

What else do I have to do

I need a plan

I need to be stronger

No more 'playing' either we ARE or we AREN'T

Shit or get off the pot

I need to sleep but how?

Thoughts need to be silenced

Well time to end this for tonight

Until later...