2 years ago. January 14, 2023 at 1:18 AM
Stretch marks and bruises
Worm trails and spice basins
Sky, land and shockwaves
Online now
A moment and then another
I only exist in the space of the other. My strength, my joy, my love - We are the moments we share.I have no title, no absolutes, no fixed adornment. I am not submissive in the sense that it is in me and absent in another. I am what I am at the time that I am. I am submissive to all and to no one. I submit to the world in complete faith of its wisdom, acceptance, love and deliverance.
I cannot be defined in absolutes but can be labelled with qualifiers just for common understanding and no more - ever disrupting, ever changing, ever subsiding, ever becoming.
I grow into another and another. Or is it that I strip down to become less and less.
This I have been gifted many times.
Leaning into Opportunity defines my character, the choices I make and the courage I build. My talent, the gifts of my body and mind, wasted if not for the opportunities I follow.
I feel cheeky today ?
I know but I didn't realise, you spinning such tiny threads all inside me
How delicate and deep they go, making my heart beat
To your rhythm, dancing like the doll I am
Overcome, lost in your love
Choking on what you do to me and what you make me do
Dreams of fading into you but
I know, your pleasure is with me here
Adoring you there, with a field of space between
To grow our garden
Lose me, find me, dance me
To the end of love
With you, I watch the magic as it turns to dust
But I love you, I love you, Starboy
Legacy
Dark night, sparkling lights
Loved in a crowded room
Deep fire in those eyes
And a wicked smile
Statuesque
Surrendered in sensation
A full moon
And a chill that takes her
Into the night
Because
She belongs to darkness
It's so simple, I've come a full circle
My Desire
My Duty
My Drive
So fundamental It's funny
So present in everything I do
The ultimate feminine
To create
To nurture
Simply that
And so much beauty
Found in the small spaces of this
"She's melting houses of gold
... Wounded arms must carry the load"
~ Yeah Yeah Yeahs, Spitting off the edge of the world
Yeah I broke bad, I break often
In the need
To put my pride aside
And bear the load to wear
Me so small
Necessary, to grow tall
Meet you there
Some times
When I'm being seen through
And when I'm not one
My seedbed
That He planted
That's what I do
Bloom
And water my garden with tears
Silent loud tears
Darkness and Sunshine
Salt of water on my life
Innerbloom
Choking
Time