Fetishist's Journey and the new Drone.

Well here’s a good one for you………Please let me know your thoughts on this situation.

My husband Michael of 31 years has just passed away and I have a problem.

He kept his old friends secret so I never knew their contact details or even met or spoke to them.

Now he has passed away, I have no way to contact them.  
He never wrote their details down.
They never visited him while I was there.

His mobile phone was an old button phone and he never used the contacts list and always cleared any messages immediately after reading or sending them

He never emailed any of them - he was a total technophobe.
A TV remote was more than he could handle.

He always told me he had arranged his funeral.  The plot, the casket and the headstone to make sure he got what he wanted.  Attendance was invitation only.

I cannot find any paperwork for it or details at home.

One of his best friends is seemingly a top lawyer who has his will and these funeral details in his safe, but I don’t know who this is.

I have no way to tell his friends of his passing.  

Yesterday I put a notice in the morning and evening newspapers with my husband’s name, along with a working name he used all those years ago, and asking his friends to get in touch.

They all know each other and where the house is, but I have had no contact.

My man is still in a fridge at the hospital mortuary, and I haven’t assigned a funeral director yet because I believed he had this all arranged.

I’m now running out of time (two weeks on Tuesday and I just received the physical death certificates) and will have to make my own arrangements which is going to cost me thousands. 

some people have suggested this lawyer doesn’t exist.  I did see him at a distance 30 years ago - at least Michael told me it was this lawyer, and he has never contradicted anything he told me about this guy which makes me think he is genuine.

I have been contacting funeral directors, cemeteries, funeral plan companies, etc and no joy there yet.

I still have more places to contact but I’m running out of ideas and time.

What do you all think?  

My disabled and terminally ill husband finally succumbed to his ailments on Tuesday 24th Sept 2024 and will be sorely missed.

Thank you for sharing 31 years of our lives. 

Well the new shower is being installed this coming week.

A new rectangular corner 1200x900 (4ft x 3ft) slate effect tray, a black framed glass sliding door on the 1200 side and a glass end panel on the 900 end  

I have done the ceiling and fitted nine load bearing D rings in an array on the ceiling just inside a 1200 x 900 rectangle in the corner. and finished with black marble PVC panneling.

When the bathroom next door was replaced a few months ago, the plumber ran hot, cold and waste pipes under the connecting wall  to where the shower is going to be installed. 

The shower tray will be raised by around 100mm from the floor on a plinth and the walls done with black specked PVC panels.

I have TWO completely separate thermostatic mixer units running from a hot (tank) and cold feed  One is for a shower head and the other for an anal douche so it can run at a lower temperature at the same time as i’m showering or playing.

Another of my fetishes is showering and playing in full wet gear and i’m going to get a new suspension harness and a canvas sling to fit inside the shower.  

I will update with photos once the job is done  

After that I just have to finish the playroom flooring……..

Well, I'm finally moving towards installing my shower cabinet in the playroom.

I already have the shower tray, glass side panels, door and fittings.

It is a corner tray with 1m sides, so should be more than big enough for two to play inside.

I have ordered black PVC wall panels, and black stainless steel D ring anchors for wall restraints.  There are already four D ring anchors on the ceiling above the area of the shower.

I also ordered TWO thermostatic mixer units.  I will install one for the shower head and one for a separate douche so they can be used together with different temperatures.

Once the shower is fitted and sealed, I can get my rubber flooring installed.

I'll have it completed before I get my slave.

I haven't updated this for AGES so it's about time I posted something.

Our bathroom has now been installed and the plumber installed water and waste pipes under the floor for my playroom shower. After the New Year, I'll install the shower cabinet in the corner and have my wet play area!

The cabinet is a corner tray and surround measuring almost a square meter inside so I'll be able to fit my small sling inside the cabinet and there's plenty room for two to play.

It'll be fitted with two mixer shower units as I have a hot water tank in the attic above.  One mixer for the shower head and the other for a douche so both can be used together at different temperatures.

I have started commissioning my playroom computer system for remote control and media handling.

I'll be able to watch the playroom while out and control devices through a secure web interface - Ideal for playing with a slave remotely.

I will need to build new controllers for my Venus2000 and fuck machines so I can control them remotely.

NOW, I need to think about how I go about asking my disabled husband to allow me to take on a TPE slave.

Well, the last few months have been 'interesting'.  My husband's new toy (He's calling his one 'Winston') FINALLY got here.

I ordered them both at the same time at the start of August.  My 'Tom' arrived quickly and 'Winston' got delayed here and there, then got lost in a UPS Depot in UK.

spartanlover.com had a replacement made and shipped, which also got various delays and lost in a different UPS depot in UK.

The first shipment eventually got found and delivered, but the box had been damaged and all the bundled accessories were missing (including the head and penises) and the body had fluid damage and some physical scratching.

Eventually, the second shipment got found and finally arrived on Monday and, thankfully, all was complete.

The company don't want the damaged torso back, so I now have a second (headless) drone and the skin discolouration doesn't concern me as it'll be fully dressed so the skin won't be seen.

Happy days!

I've just been away for a week in a remote cottage with my husband, and I brought my drone along too.

I don't have a suitable case for it, so I seated it in the back of the car with a seatbelt on - It was fully dressed.

Transporting it is not easy due to the weight of 110lb (50Kg), but the stiff joints make it easier to position the limbs and carry it.

Initially I used a firemans lift to get it into the car, then I found a piggyback was easier, with its arms folded around my neck.

I would not recommend transporting one of these manually without a case unless you are familiar with handling unbalanced 50Kg loads.

Well, this toy is AWESOME.  While heavy to move, I am getting used to positioning it's limbs as required.

I haven't mastered standing yet,

Dressing is another matter entirely. The first outfit took me over an hour to get into place. Even getting socks on, can be hard due to the feet being just hunks of rubber with the steel tripod embedded for standing.
I had already set up my playroom with an array of ceiling anchors rated to 80Kg each, and bought a couple of small rope winches rated to 150Kg.
The head is attached with a short piece of threaded bar, and I have the 'neck hook' which screws into the neck 'socket' and allows it to be hung by the steel hook.
So from sitting it in a chair, unscrew the head, screw in the hook, attach the winch and lift it up, straighten the legs and it's now WAY easier to dress and undress the bottom half, if, like me, you would keep it fully dressed.

Here it is in a new outfit after a strip and wash.

It has the 6” flaccid penis fitted  

Red PVC tracksuit with cuffs and collar.

Ill work on its website tomorrow and get it ready for the start of next week  

Last night, i slept with it lying on its back on my bed - purely for the fetish element of cuddling into a leather-clad biker overnight.

It's way too heavy to adjust in bed, so positioning is everything.

Cleaning it out was a breeze this morning using an enema kit with it on its back, legs up and apart.

I've now set up my 5-point sling in the middle of the room, and managed to get it into place and adjusted.

The height is right - I checked, and it swings with the same momentum as a real sub would.

Getting it in the sling was easy enough from standing.

I'll leave it in the sling tonight - I'll probably move the bed across so I can still cuddle into it.  The bed height was designed to fit under the sling - just

Honestly - I think this is the best piece of playroom equipment ever.

This weekend I'll finish the vinyl covering on the bottom surface of the bed frame, find something for the bars, and get the bottom row of D rings fitted.

I've also not fitted D rings on the ends of the bed frame yet, but I have them all ready to fit.  Pics to follow when that's done.

I'll try to get the drone's website up and running over the weekend, now that I have some photos to put into a gallery.

Well, it is here - finally.  My new Drone/gimp/fuck toy/......

After a full inspection, and a short review video for the supplier, I carried it to my playroom and got it dressed for service.

I decided it's first outfit would be something easily to hand, so after a quick guddle, I came up with:

Bike leathers, motocross boots, blind hood, chest harness, bike gloves and the 10" hard penis fitted.

It does have football socks, and a lycra long-sleeved top on to protect the TPE from any dye leeched from the leathers.

I have ordered a set of black ankle and wrist cuffs, but they haven't arrived yet - won't be long.

The seam at the seat of the leathers has been unpicked for anal access.

Here it is on it's back (no penis attached)

Cleaning out the anal cavity will be easy with it on its back like this

I am extremely pleased with my new drone, as it satisfies many of my sex and fetish needs without having to seek others to play with.

I like my drone to stay still - this does.

I like my drone silent - this is

I like my drone restrained at all times - this doesn't need 'emptied' like a human sub does, so can remain secured indefinitely.

It doesn't need fed or watered and it never refuses ANYTHING.

There are drawbacks.......

This won't suffer or endure, so it wont satisfy my sadistic streak.

It won't 'perform' on it's own for me except as eye candy - something nice to look at.

But, HEY,  I think it's $3000 VERY well spent.

Please, tell me what you all think............