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Fetishist's Journey and the new Drone.

Gay male 49, and been with my man for 26 years currently.
I have autism, am heavily into Gear (clothing) fetishes, BDSM, sex and orgasms.
My sex and gear addictions led me to cheat on my man many times over the years and I have had therapy which helped me straighten things out in my head.
My husband is now disabled and terminally ill, and has allowed me to indulge my needs and desires as long as I don’t cheat again.
I am converting our spare room into my own BDSM playroom which will be fully kitted out. I already have the gear, sling, chains, etc... and I have built a bondage style bed frame with tie-downs, and will make it a cage underneath.
My new 'drone' has arrived and taken up it's role to satisfy my sexual and fetish needs.
My 'drone' will always be fully clothed with appropriate accessories.
It's 'outfits' will include: bike leathers, flight suits/overalls, rubber gimp/pup outfits, motocross armoured gear, scally/chav (shiny trakkies), skinhead (bleachers and bomber jacket) , lycra running/cycling gear, and many more.
Accessories include (where appropriate), footwear, gloves, hats, harnesses, gags, hoods, cuffs, plugs, helmets, etc.....
1 year ago. March 17, 2023 at 10:52 PM

Well the new shower is being installed this coming week.

A new rectangular corner 1200x900 (4ft x 3ft) slate effect tray, a black framed glass sliding door on the 1200 side and a glass end panel on the 900 end  

I have done the ceiling and fitted nine load bearing D rings in an array on the ceiling just inside a 1200 x 900 rectangle in the corner. and finished with black marble PVC panneling.

When the bathroom next door was replaced a few months ago, the plumber ran hot, cold and waste pipes under the connecting wall  to where the shower is going to be installed. 

The shower tray will be raised by around 100mm from the floor on a plinth and the walls done with black specked PVC panels.

I have TWO completely separate thermostatic mixer units running from a hot (tank) and cold feed  One is for a shower head and the other for an anal douche so it can run at a lower temperature at the same time as i’m showering or playing.

Another of my fetishes is showering and playing in full wet gear and i’m going to get a new suspension harness and a canvas sling to fit inside the shower.  

I will update with photos once the job is done  

After that I just have to finish the playroom flooring……..

 

1 year ago. January 2, 2023 at 8:17 PM

Well, I'm finally moving towards installing my shower cabinet in the playroom.

I already have the shower tray, glass side panels, door and fittings.

It is a corner tray with 1m sides, so should be more than big enough for two to play inside.

I have ordered black PVC wall panels, and black stainless steel D ring anchors for wall restraints.  There are already four D ring anchors on the ceiling above the area of the shower.

I also ordered TWO thermostatic mixer units.  I will install one for the shower head and one for a separate douche so they can be used together with different temperatures.

 

Once the shower is fitted and sealed, I can get my rubber flooring installed.

I'll have it completed before I get my slave.

1 year ago. December 19, 2022 at 4:25 PM

I haven't updated this for AGES so it's about time I posted something.

Our bathroom has now been installed and the plumber installed water and waste pipes under the floor for my playroom shower. After the New Year, I'll install the shower cabinet in the corner and have my wet play area!

The cabinet is a corner tray and surround measuring almost a square meter inside so I'll be able to fit my small sling inside the cabinet and there's plenty room for two to play.

It'll be fitted with two mixer shower units as I have a hot water tank in the attic above.  One mixer for the shower head and the other for a douche so both can be used together at different temperatures.

 

I have started commissioning my playroom computer system for remote control and media handling.

I'll be able to watch the playroom while out and control devices through a secure web interface - Ideal for playing with a slave remotely.

I will need to build new controllers for my Venus2000 and fuck machines so I can control them remotely.

 

NOW, I need to think about how I go about asking my disabled husband to allow me to take on a TPE slave.

2 years ago. November 25, 2021 at 9:57 AM

Well, the last few months have been 'interesting'.  My husband's new toy (He's calling his one 'Winston') FINALLY got here.

I ordered them both at the same time at the start of August.  My 'Tom' arrived quickly and 'Winston' got delayed here and there, then got lost in a UPS Depot in UK.

spartanlover.com had a replacement made and shipped, which also got various delays and lost in a different UPS depot in UK.

The first shipment eventually got found and delivered, but the box had been damaged and all the bundled accessories were missing (including the head and penises) and the body had fluid damage and some physical scratching.

Eventually, the second shipment got found and finally arrived on Monday and, thankfully, all was complete.

The company don't want the damaged torso back, so I now have a second (headless) drone and the skin discolouration doesn't concern me as it'll be fully dressed so the skin won't be seen.

 

Happy days!

2 years ago. August 23, 2021 at 11:28 PM

I've just been away for a week in a remote cottage with my husband, and I brought my drone along too.

I don't have a suitable case for it, so I seated it in the back of the car with a seatbelt on - It was fully dressed.

Transporting it is not easy due to the weight of 110lb (50Kg), but the stiff joints make it easier to position the limbs and carry it.

Initially I used a firemans lift to get it into the car, then I found a piggyback was easier, with its arms folded around my neck.

I would not recommend transporting one of these manually without a case unless you are familiar with handling unbalanced 50Kg loads.

 

2 years ago. August 7, 2021 at 11:21 AM

Well, this toy is AWESOME.  While heavy to move, I am getting used to positioning it's limbs as required.

I haven't mastered standing yet,

 

Dressing is another matter entirely. The first outfit took me over an hour to get into place. Even getting socks on, can be hard due to the feet being just hunks of rubber with the steel tripod embedded for standing.
I had already set up my playroom with an array of ceiling anchors rated to 80Kg each, and bought a couple of small rope winches rated to 150Kg.
The head is attached with a short piece of threaded bar, and I have the 'neck hook' which screws into the neck 'socket' and allows it to be hung by the steel hook.
So from sitting it in a chair, unscrew the head, screw in the hook, attach the winch and lift it up, straighten the legs and it's now WAY easier to dress and undress the bottom half, if, like me, you would keep it fully dressed.

Here it is in a new outfit after a strip and wash.

It has the 6” flaccid penis fitted  

Red PVC tracksuit with cuffs and collar.

Ill work on its website tomorrow and get it ready for the start of next week  

2 years ago. August 5, 2021 at 8:17 PM

Last night, i slept with it lying on its back on my bed - purely for the fetish element of cuddling into a leather-clad biker overnight.

It's way too heavy to adjust in bed, so positioning is everything.

Cleaning it out was a breeze this morning using an enema kit with it on its back, legs up and apart.

I've now set up my 5-point sling in the middle of the room, and managed to get it into place and adjusted.

The height is right - I checked, and it swings with the same momentum as a real sub would.

Getting it in the sling was easy enough from standing.

I'll leave it in the sling tonight - I'll probably move the bed across so I can still cuddle into it.  The bed height was designed to fit under the sling - just

Honestly - I think this is the best piece of playroom equipment ever.

This weekend I'll finish the vinyl covering on the bottom surface of the bed frame, find something for the bars, and get the bottom row of D rings fitted.

I've also not fitted D rings on the ends of the bed frame yet, but I have them all ready to fit.  Pics to follow when that's done.

I'll try to get the drone's website up and running over the weekend, now that I have some photos to put into a gallery.

 

2 years ago. August 4, 2021 at 8:49 PM

Well, it is here - finally.  My new Drone/gimp/fuck toy/......

 

After a full inspection, and a short review video for the supplier, I carried it to my playroom and got it dressed for service.

I decided it's first outfit would be something easily to hand, so after a quick guddle, I came up with:

Bike leathers, motocross boots, blind hood, chest harness, bike gloves and the 10" hard penis fitted.

It does have football socks, and a lycra long-sleeved top on to protect the TPE from any dye leeched from the leathers.

I have ordered a set of black ankle and wrist cuffs, but they haven't arrived yet - won't be long.

The seam at the seat of the leathers has been unpicked for anal access.

 

Here it is on it's back (no penis attached)

Cleaning out the anal cavity will be easy with it on its back like this

I am extremely pleased with my new drone, as it satisfies many of my sex and fetish needs without having to seek others to play with.

I like my drone to stay still - this does.

I like my drone silent - this is

I like my drone restrained at all times - this doesn't need 'emptied' like a human sub does, so can remain secured indefinitely.

It doesn't need fed or watered and it never refuses ANYTHING.

There are drawbacks.......

This won't suffer or endure, so it wont satisfy my sadistic streak.

It won't 'perform' on it's own for me except as eye candy - something nice to look at.

But, HEY,  I think it's $3000 VERY well spent.

 

Please, tell me what you all think............

2 years ago. August 4, 2021 at 3:32 PM

Well, after a tense few days waiting, UPS have finally delivered my package - seemingly the driver had a job getting it from the van into my garage as it is so heavy !

I'm still at work right now, but eager to get it unpacked and straight into service tonight.

I will be making a video review for the manufacturer before it gets dressed for service and will also post this review on the website I am setting up for my drone's photos.  The website should be live in the next few weeks - details will be posted in this blog.

2 years ago. August 3, 2021 at 8:53 PM

So, my new toy arrived at the local UPS depot and was scanned in at 08:09 this morning.

Then at 08:21 it was scanned on to a delivery vehicle and marked as "Out for delivery".

 

WELL I'M STILL WAITING UPS, and it is now 21:47.  I doubt they will deliver today.