My dirty dirty filthy mind

She's mostly timid and shy, but above all else she wants to serve. To be helpful, useful, productive and simply genuinely happy. So I let her.

I watch her as she pretends to be busy checking her mail outside her door as I walk down the hall towards my door. I saw her look out the corner of her eye to see if it was me coming and I saw when she started to breathe a little heavier when she did notice it was me. I can feel how desperate she is to talk to me, to get a my attention, to have my eyes on her. 

I continue on my way towards my door but in reality I'm aiming for her and her little plan to stop me in the hall, her attempt to make small talk. All so I can see and feel her desperation up close. 

We play our little game of small talk. Her pretend shock of expression to see me, while I know she's actually been waiting her for me the whole time. She's shy and timid this I know and yet she built up courage to have a encounter with me and only me. This I highly respect and take notice of. 

"Yes, I do need a few things actually". She did offer and since she has shown such great courage, I should allow her to. I'll give her what she's desperate for, all while I get mine. Plus seeing her eyes and face light up with such a beautiful smile is worth it all. 

I instructed her to put her mail inside and then follow me to mine. She happily did with out hesitation, another trait I greatly admire. 

She fallows behind me and inside. She bits her lip and plays with her hair out of nervousness. Instead of making her feel that way the whole time I decide to have her get right to work. "Can you please come over here and help me take off my shoes". A smile and nod is all it takes to confirm. I no longer need to do anything else for the night as I lean back and watch as I allow her to remove my shoes and put them away. 

It took a lot of courage for her to talk with me, plus not hesitating when given her first instruction, this will not go unrewarded. For tonight she will serve, be helpful, productive and be useful in many ways for myself and hers. 

Got bored and realized that this site still exists. Lots of new people I see, lots of new blogs and sexy pictures. 

Some times I miss the old days of this site. I am a little taken back that its still stagnant. About the same number of people online as usual and the same sub male messaging me and demanding my attention. I've always loved that its a smaller and somewhat unknown site. Made things feel more comfortable and personal with interactions. Almost like our own secret hidden away sex dungeon😈 or cozy little makeshift tent that we can all hide under and drink wine all night. Vs other sites that sponsor Onlyfan girls and so called kinksters. 

Tell me something new and good with you.  something fun, something interesting, something sexy or something to get the conversation started in here. 

Offten times I have to remind another woman of her place with me and where she belongs. I'm always happy to remind her of them. She's not permitted any clothes or allowed to be on any furniture during this time. She's also not allowed to fully stand up either. So only sitting, kneeling, crouching and crawling are allowed unless otherwise told. And yes she will be in uncomfortable positions and of course she's going to be degraded back down to what she is.

She'll expose herself to me. She'll be written on with all the words that she is. She'll be smacked. She'll be spanked. She'll be spit on. She'll be bowing and she'll be reminded that her place is beneath me. 

   The way he spoke was so gentle and yet demanded respect. His words where kind and soothing. I made sure to reply to his messages with the upmost respect and in a timely manner. A friendly conversation that he never once tried to turn sexual. This man had real dominance within himself and everything that he did. 

   I was fascinated with his blogs. The words he used, the real rawness of them all. I wasn't the only woman to have taken notice of him. Multiple likes on every post, multiple comments by admirers and fans. 

   Im embarrassed to say but yes I have read them all. Over 10 pages of kink, happiness, pleaser, anger, confusion, mystery and bliss. By the end I knew I had to talk to him and nothing was to stand in my way of this. 

   The messages where real and friendly as if I was talking to a friend that I've known for years. Talking, laughing, joking and teasing one another. 2 weeks pass by and he still hasn't said a single sexual remark. No random dick pics, no begging for nudes. Nothing but a growing friendship. 

   I'd sit and wait anxiously for his next reply day after day. My mind slipped away in every conversation till remembering why I messaged him to begin with.

   I want to learn from this man. I want to experience what he has done and be under him. I had a strong urge to serve him the respect that a woman should give to a man like him. I wanted to submit under him and to be deserving of his knowledge and experiences. I asked politely if I may learn from him and if he may take me on as his subordinate. To my surprise he told me yes!.

   He never called me his property. He never made me show him my body. He never made me address him with a title. But I would find myself having urges to do these things without him uttering them to me. This was the power from real dominance compelling my submissive side to show herself. This was the type of dominance that I strive to have within myself. 

   Her hair is a mess from me pulling it, her face is a little red from me smacking it, her lips and cheeks covered in my wetness. Yes, she's still beautiful to me when she's between my legs. 

   She is a needy little slut, she is a desperate whore for me while she naked on the floor bowing at my feet. Yet she's still looks so pretty to me in the way she does it all. 

   When she's pressed against a wall and her ass is red from a nice strict spanking. I can't help but to think how happy and pleased I am to have such a beautiful and pretty needy little slut to use how I like. 

It's so intoxicating to me. Being on top of another woman. 

Degrading her.

Doing with her what I want.

Being served by another woman brings something.... Bad out in me and I like it ?.

Mentally fulfilling my mind with sexual degradation.

Now I know why some male doms like to be harsh and cruel.

Not sure what everyone has planned for the holidays. But no matter where you are or what you are celebrating. I hope you all have a sexy wonderful, and kinky Christmas. ❤️

Something so special about having a sub bow at my pretty feet to kiss them and worship me.

I get such a high off it.

I can imagine having a guy and a girl, both down at my feet, wanting to worship me. 

I get excited thinking about ordering them to sit up on my foot and desperately hump against my legs.

If they are extra good, I might finish them off with my hands ;)

Go down on all fours and crawl over to me. Get your face down to the floor and bow. 

Humiliating and degrading another woman has been running through my mind all weekend ?

Her boyfriend can stay at home. For tonight she belongs to me. I'm in charge and my word is final. Name calling, orgasm control. I want it all. She must kneel down and get to kissing both my heels and feet. They need kissing.

Snatch her up by her hair for those sweet whipers. Maybe a light smack fallowed by a little spit upon such a pretty face before the real fun begins.

Say thank you ?

Over the years I've met a lot of wonderful people. Both online and in person. While having conversations with them, a few have said things that really stuck out to me.  I wish to share them with you all. So please enjoy and I wish you all a wonderful and kinky week ?

Not everyone is going to like you and that's ok. Just be sure not to waste your time on something that was never ment to happen in the first place. - Little Erica 

BDSM is nothing more then what you make of it. - Mista J.

Can't talk right now I'm doing bad bunny shit - Bunny Clare ??

Princesses don't cry girl, well okay sometimes we do but it's almost always for a good reason tho. - Slut Kitty

People make things complicated by taking things way to serious. That's why they're all confused. Why do they have to be so serious all the time? - Mista J

Be kinky in your own way and if other people don't like it. Well then, fuck em. - Gentleman's Way

Whenever you put yourself out there in the world, you not only open yourself up to be loved but also to be hated. You can never have one without the other. - Sir Jesse