Behind friendly lines

Musings from a former Military man..

I know who I am. I know what I crave. But back and forth...back and forth. Societal constrictions crash against the shore of my true self. The battle between what the world says I should be and the inner darkness that dwells and bangs at the Cage demanding release. Back and forth. What would they think if they felt the Beast? What would they say if the saw the Savage? What would they do if they knew the darkness? Back and forth...Back and forth.

WildCat(sub female) - Maybe the answer lies in the title. Instead of going back and forth perhaps you should commit to finding out?

1 year ago

InfantryDoc - The commitment is there. It's the execution that is the struggle.

1 year ago

WildCat(sub female) - Whatever the hang up is that keeps you going back and forth, that's what you should focus on fixing if you truly want what you say do. Just a thought 🙂

1 year ago

moll(other female){owned slav} - I'm not positive, but I think the "back and forth" is something we all tend to deal with being in this lifestyle: the constant struggle of being who we are vs. living in "polite" society. But I could be wrong.

1 year ago

moll(other female){owned slav} - Why not look for a balance between the two.

1 year ago

InfantryDoc - I have and continue to. For me, it's a matter of one side over the other depending on multiple factors.

1 year ago

moll(other female){owned slav} - We all struggle with the balance. I know a few people who have found it.

1 year ago

Water Lioness(sub female) - I have fought that battle, and come out the other side. Wasted half of my life doing it. All I can say, is that no matter how difficult the fight, you can't live against your Nature forever.

1 year ago

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